OK i want to know why the hell people lie and tell you shit, ok take this, u meet a guy he is everything u wanted, good looking sweet caring thoughtful and he made the pain of a past love go away, u guys are in love madly in love and then a year later he tells you he stopped loving u awhile back and that he loved his ex still, that he loved her the entire time and that he lied about saying he didnt...how would u honestly feel? i mean then he goes and rubs it in ur face like it was your fault and that u need to be punished...i mean ok so im dating again i dont rub it in his face, i dont even bring it up unless he brings her up. he made me believe he didnt love her nor like her anymore and then he goes and leaves me for her...the pain of that is horrible..
all i wanna do is lay in bed and not move and wish death. i hate love i hate everything to do with love and i hope to never fall in love ever again...its worthless and it hurts and i hate it..like i hate anything to do or made me feel love and the bliss i got...its stupid and dull...i hate pain so i hate love and its happiness..i hope she breaks him i hope she burns him and i hope she learns to hate him and he hurts and burns and cries becuz she doesnt want him anymore like he is useless rag to be tossed aside to be ringed out and thrown away, like he made me feel.
i hate everything to do with love..its over im thru im done..i use to look forward to falling in love but now i refuse to even think about it...i can never believe i wanted it.
how merely stupid of me.
