Dj TeAsEandToRmEnT's blog: "poetry some new some old .. all mine"

un burden your self un to me, let me carry the baggage you have. let me walk through the sea of faceless people. can you let me care? un burden your self un to me, let me run away with your problems let me remove the ribons which bound you here. can you let me care? un burden your self un to me, let me shade you from HATE the you know. let me protect you for the big bad world. can you let me care? i un burden myself un to you, can i show how i juggel two lives? can i let you in to this emotional mind? will you let me share? i un burden myself un to you. if i show how i feel will you care? if i give you the key to my soul will you keep it? will you take me there? i un burden myself un to you. can you manage my baggage as well as your own? can you keep what is shown to you locke deep in YOUR SOUL? do i even dare to share ?

a piercing pain riped through my heart. as i lay in your arms on that one rainy night. i loved you so much yet you wanted no part. you wasnt mine to love like this you wasnt mine to need so much you wasnt mine to ask this of you you wasnt mine to ask to be true all of this in my head rang true as i curled up lay next to you. you held me tightly in your arms as tear drops fall from shiny eyes no answers could i give you to why i cryed that way, yet the tighter you held me the harder i cried as the realiseation that you wasnt mine took place. you asked if i wanted to give it go, my heart leeped at the thought but was sceptical so againtst this before had you been you say you are sure that this is what you want, you tell me yes but still i see the fear in your heart, i lie with you so silent and still afrid that this is all just a hevenly dream.

He said, I no longer have the answers, the explanations, the kind words. No more do I see myself as the shoulder to cry on, more the helpless bystander. Words are my friend no more, they no longer help me ease the pain, and they’ve stopped comforting and are now just an added hindrance in my efforts at calming you. I remember when I could calm your nerves with my voice. When I could slow the tears with the right words. Now I’m left with a subtle gesture, I’m no more than a hand to hold. She said, While you’re here in my life, I feel better. Just knowing you care helps me through. No more am I just a girl with a past, but a woman with a future. For I have you. There are some things in life that just happen, and no answers are needed. With you I have a greater thing than words or answers I have love. Though tears do flow and pain some times grows is side with fear, Just knowing your there helps, for I’m no longer alone and afraid. You give me strength and hope where there was none. Some times though, I wish I could know what’s going on in your mind. I wish what had hurt you, so I could help you through. There’s things you don’t say but they stand in your way, I can see it some times in your eyes, the shadow of past pain and hurt. Like you I know not what words to say to ease your pain of yesterdays, Though I will try to help and ill always be there to listen when you decide you have things to share. by Samantha lee-akroyd and Mike neal.