ShockerJ's blog: "Poetry or some shit"

 Intoxicating/ Never Ending/ Beauty that I see/ You deny it/ You don't buy it/ Would you let it be/ If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies/ I want to break your thin disguise/ So you could see you through my eyes /If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies /I want to break your thin disguise /So you could see you through my eyes. You just deluge/ I am consumed/ With every breath you take/ It filters through me/ Complete and hoping/ That you're not just fantasy/ If you could see you through my eyes You would feel my butterflies I want to break your thin disguise So you could see you through my eyes If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies /I want to break your thin disguise/ So you could see you through my eyes. Is it all a dream? Are you really there? Never ending beauty/ No one else compares /To anything you do/ Give me just a sign /Tell me/ That my vision is not blind/ If you could see you through my eyes You would feel my butterflies I want to break your thin disguise So you could see you through my eyes If you could see you through my eyes You would feel my butterflies I want to break your thin disguise So you could see you through my eyes. Intoxicating/ Never Ending....

Splattered Blood on the walls. Never the weak survive. Hold my hand down the hall. Ready to take a dive.. Into the pool. of drained blood. In & Out of madness. If I could kill, and I would ,I'd bring you out of sadness. You need to die, once or twice, Again and again, if u try. Then I try to be nice. Just to listen to you lie... Never again bring on pain. With games in your head. Then I'm on. a higher plain. When I see you lie in bed. Although I want. us to work. Initiative is all yours. Because I don't want, you to hurt, As the sweat seeps from my pores

Receiver to ear/ no one there but the tone /story of life /all the answers are your own /If there is a god.. do u think he has call waiting? If there is a god.. why does he leave us waiting? Patience brings understanding /just wait for the revelation/ 6 ft under and still waiting. doesn't he answer the phone? you wouldn't pick up if you weren't home and he's never home/ it's like the military hurry up and wait or a sunday morning hurry up your late/ if there is a god? Do You think he has call waiting?

Do I speak in some foreign tongue? Or don't you care about the things I say? I'd fight for you, I'd die for you. I'm so glad you left me today. Without a word. a single word. You're gone w/o a trace/ I am left to move on. I can never see your face... Again... All I have are the memories. They will soon fade away. It seems I think of you less. Every passing day. But when you're heavy on my mind I think of the fun we had. Together forever we said. We'll never be together... Again... That's OK! You're the one that lost. Tied and beaten all the time. But you think you deserve that.. Are you FUCKING blind? It's the fate you chose. A Love built from fear. You made more noise with me! I really hope you're happy. Till you do it... Again

Unfortunate one where will you go from here? Unfortunate one where will we go from here? Jesus your saviour, Armageddon and the Anti-Christ. Left @ the altar My faith is falling, it's falling ,it's fallen... away. Sever the ties, Living a lie this is true. Glitter is golden the shower is cold and your blue. Banana water Hitler is calling for you. Nazi Freedom, heart is frozen in an Ice cream shoe. Don't ask me what you're thinking I don't know your name, A stranger in the afterworld. Who is next to blame? Your collar is white. Don't take a bite from the Apple... please, Preaching your words. Blister the earth with your lies. The snake is upon you. do what you, do what you, do what you have to do.. You see it your way. I'll see it mine Mr. Cataract eyes. The snow comes down an Icicle forms on my face. J.H.C. Don't look away from me now. But you looked away! Like I knew you would, knew you would, knew you.... All of your words are just FUCKING lies I won't buy. Don't ask me what you're thinking. I don't know your name. A stranger in the afterworld. Who is next to blame? Why should I look to you when I can look to someone else? Her eyes can see right through me and she seems to know me. Do you know me? Strawberry girl I want to know all about you. Will you breathe? Breathe my life into your soul? I watch you and I dream to touch you, to touch you, to want you. I watch you and I dream to touch you, to touch you, to Love  you.. Your hair lifts me up like Rapunzel's fairy tale, and your smile can even make Satan smile. But if God's looking down on us then I ask. Why do we need religion when there's love? You can ask me what I'm thinking I'll tell you without shame. walk with me through this world I'll comfort you through the pain