tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-363042007-05-25T17:26:17-07:00Poetry or some shitA fubar user blog.ShockerJhttps://fubar.com/503311noreply@fubar.comfubartag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-36304.3636812007-05-25T17:26:17-07:002007-05-25T17:26:17-07:00Deluge<p> Intoxicating/ Never Ending/ Beauty that I see/ You deny it/ You don't buy it/ Would you let it be/ If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies/ I want to break your thin disguise/ So you could see you through my eyes /If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies /I want to break your thin disguise /So you could see you through my eyes. You just deluge/ I am consumed/ With every breath you take/ It filters through me/ Complete and hoping/ That you're not just fantasy/ If you could see you through my eyes You would feel my butterflies I want to break your thin disguise So you could see you through my eyes If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies /I want to break your thin disguise/ So you could see you through my eyes. Is it all a dream? Are you really there? Never ending beauty/ No one else compares /To anything you do/ Give me just a sign /Tell me/ That my vision is not blind/ If you could see you through my eyes You would feel my butterflies I want to break your thin disguise So you could see you through my eyes If you could see you through my eyes You would feel my butterflies I want to break your thin disguise So you could see you through my eyes. Intoxicating/ Never Ending....</p>ShockerJhttps://fubar.com/503311noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-36304.1396602006-12-20T14:32:23-08:002006-12-20T14:32:23-08:00Poetry from a teenager in the 90's<p>Splattered Blood on the walls. Never the weak survive. Hold my hand down the hall. Ready to take a dive.. Into the pool. of drained blood. In & Out of madness. If I could kill, and I would ,I'd bring you out of sadness. You need to die, once or twice, Again and again, if u try. Then I try to be nice. Just to listen to you lie... Never again bring on pain. With games in your head. Then I'm on. a higher plain. When I see you lie in bed. Although I want. us to work. Initiative is all yours. Because I don't want, you to hurt, As the sweat seeps from my pores</p>ShockerJhttps://fubar.com/503311noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-36304.1396572006-12-20T14:31:28-08:002006-12-20T14:31:28-08:00Call Waiting (Pondering Religion)<p>Receiver to ear/ no one there but the tone /story of life /all the answers are your own /If there is a god.. do u think he has call waiting? If there is a god.. why does he leave us waiting? Patience brings understanding /just wait for the revelation/ 6 ft under and still waiting. doesn't he answer the phone? you wouldn't pick up if you weren't home and he's never home/ it's like the military hurry up and wait or a sunday morning hurry up your late/ if there is a god? Do You think he has call waiting?</p>ShockerJhttps://fubar.com/503311noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-36304.1396542006-12-20T14:30:14-08:002006-12-20T14:30:14-08:00Idol liesThe doors open, Close, then open again
I see you at the entrance to the exit
Eyes as bright as the moonlit sky
Hair the color of the sun
Earth, existence, Just begun
Beauty, Beholder, Idol Lies
Summer nights, Compromise
Willful retreat beyond the unknown
Masculine, feminine together thrown
Into the ocean of madness, Pain
Sea of red forever stained
Thrusting in, then out, then in
Work as one together win
False intention, faking cries
Like I said the Idol Lies ShockerJhttps://fubar.com/503311noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-36304.1396512006-12-20T14:28:29-08:002006-12-20T14:28:29-08:00Again<p>Do I speak in some foreign tongue? Or don't you care about the things I say? I'd fight for you, I'd die for you. I'm so glad you left me today. Without a word. a single word. You're gone w/o a trace/ I am left to move on. I can never see your face... Again... All I have are the memories. They will soon fade away. It seems I think of you less. Every passing day. But when you're heavy on my mind I think of the fun we had. Together forever we said. We'll never be together... Again... That's OK! You're the one that lost. Tied and beaten all the time. But you think you deserve that.. Are you FUCKING blind? It's the fate you chose. A Love built from fear. You made more noise with me! I really hope you're happy. Till you do it... Again</p>ShockerJhttps://fubar.com/503311noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-36304.1396492006-12-20T14:27:18-08:002006-12-20T14:27:18-08:00Breathe<p>Unfortunate one where will you go from here? Unfortunate one where will we go from here? Jesus your saviour, Armageddon and the Anti-Christ. Left @ the altar My faith is falling, it's falling ,it's fallen... away. Sever the ties, Living a lie this is true. Glitter is golden the shower is cold and your blue. Banana water Hitler is calling for you. Nazi Freedom, heart is frozen in an Ice cream shoe. Don't ask me what you're thinking I don't know your name, A stranger in the afterworld. Who is next to blame? Your collar is white. Don't take a bite from the Apple... please, Preaching your words. Blister the earth with your lies. The snake is upon you. do what you, do what you, do what you have to do.. You see it your way. I'll see it mine Mr. Cataract eyes. The snow comes down an Icicle forms on my face. J.H.C. Don't look away from me now. But you looked away! Like I knew you would, knew you would, knew you.... All of your words are just FUCKING lies I won't buy. Don't ask me what you're thinking. I don't know your name. A stranger in the afterworld. Who is next to blame? Why should I look to you when I can look to someone else? Her eyes can see right through me and she seems to know me. Do you know me? Strawberry girl I want to know all about you. Will you breathe? Breathe my life into your soul? I watch you and I dream to touch you, to touch you, to want you. I watch you and I dream to touch you, to touch you, to Love you.. Your hair lifts me up like Rapunzel's fairy tale, and your smile can even make Satan smile. But if God's looking down on us then I ask. Why do we need religion when there's love? You can ask me what I'm thinking I'll tell you without shame. walk with me through this world I'll comfort you through the pain</p>ShockerJhttps://fubar.com/503311noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-36304.1396462006-12-20T14:26:01-08:002006-12-20T14:26:01-08:00Valentine FallsKiss me like a lemon
Have & eat your cake
Now I think whatever
Today's without a date
Can't resist your passion
Kill me like the fame
Heaven meets the devil
Underneath the reign
And the Valentine falls to the floor
ShockerJhttps://fubar.com/503311noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-36304.1396452006-12-20T14:25:08-08:002006-12-20T14:25:08-08:00Living With guiltI put my silly putty to the Sunday funnies
Deep down inside I feel so deranged
I have to go to church now are you coming?
Mr. Potatohead had a sex change
I sit in the pew like a drowning rat
The man tells me of a place I'll go
But Mr. can you tell me where it's at?
He said I'm sorry son I just don't know
They don't know what they speak of
But they'll tell you what to do
You don't have a choice
It's the life they sold you
Staring at an Angel
In Heaven Up above
Life is a membership
That'll cost you when it's done
There's a man that's hiding behind a mask
That man's a Vagenius in disguise
Drinking the life from a latex flask
With a skeleton in a closet of lies
Truth is a secret that discredits choice
Can I just walk in your shadow?
Innocence taken in a high pitched voice
I never claimed to be God
I Can't live with guilt
I Can't live with pain
I Can't live with guilt
Running through my veins
I Can't live with guilt
I Can't live with pain
I Can't live with guilt
I slowly go insane
She's always running from her fears
Afraid to face her reality
Camouflaged crack in a porcelain wall
She Can't seem to let go
With a shrinky dink heart and a Barbie Doll
She lies naked in innocence
Lost and left unclaimed I said
I never claimed to be God..
I never claimed to be God
I never claimed to be God
I never claimed to be God
I never claimed to be God
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