Kat's blog: "poetry by me"

Dedicated to My Jared 0ct. 6th, 2006 (C) KarinRochelle I never thought it coud happen like this Never thought I would get just one kiss And now with you I see what I missed And I will never let this feeling go... You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! So much time that had gone by And I never thought I would ever see you again But then came the *when* And I will never never let us end You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! *Hand in hand Side by side We'll make it through All our days We will never see a day When we cant weather a storm together

At the thought of you my heart's renewed Broken and so jaded that i thought i was- I never thought I could feel A love this true And with tears of joy I desire to feel this way forever And Even though I don't know what tomorrow brings: At the thought of you Loving me and me loving you- I'm holding on to you for eternity. (C) Karin-Rochelle Dedicated to J.Mo 10-05-06

written in regards to my husband of 2 1/2 yrs We used to share something special But your selfishness Got in the way You couldnt give a damn what I think do or say but you were always so quick so say I love you Chorus: Oh actions speak louder than words And words from you are all I ever heard This pain and this heartache that I go through To tell u that I'm through Hurts more than I thought Cuz I dont want this heartache anymore. what we lost cant be bought back by changing and fancy I cant believe in your words All of your promises only bring hurt Somehow I know once we loved ... maybe in some way you love me but it only hurts... Oh actions speak louder than words And words from you are all I ever heard This pain and this heartache that I go through To tell u that I'm through Hurts more than I thought Cuz I dont want this heartache anymore. Now I see what true love is. it isnt what you had in mind hurting and malice and anger and pride All helped our love die...

Dedicated to j. Oct. 3, 2006 By Karin-Rochelle So many paths we have walked down So many twists and turns So many miles So many years So many seasons have turned So many wonders So many sunsets So many times that we've missed being now together like this We have so many more Moonlit nights to burn. In finding you I'm finding me In finding you Im finally free to love so much love so unconditionally In finding you I cant ignore In finding you The love I adore In finding you I searched the world over And you were right next door. So many kisses in so many hours So many words have gained so much power So many stars shine and oceans rage on in my mind So many rainbows So many storms So many lifetimes in our next glances So many times I can look forward to this... In finding you I cant ignore In finding you The love I adore In finding you I searched the world over And you were right next door

dedicated to J. Oct.2,2006 (C) How can this be? Why couldnt i see? I've been chasing rainbows now within my every dreams And its you that I find Around every turn I make Every word you give to me I take... chorus: Its amazing how your eyes see into my soul And what I see within your eyes I feel like eveyone else knows Your Every look Your Every touch Steals my breath away I don't know when I will be free To give you what you need But know this much is true Everything I do is for you and me Its all I have within me left to give chorus: Its amazing how your eyes see into my soul And what I see within your eyes I feel like eveyone else knows Your Every look Your Every touch Steals my breath away * and daily I struggle within the light of day But I'm hanging on your every kiss and every promise that you make..... chorus

this is dedicated to my love... October 1st, 2006 (c) I'm into this touch I'm into this feeling into your words and all of their meanings looking in your eyes so much i see and most of all I'm loving seeing your love for me chorus: No one else will do All i want is you Not just for a moment But our lifetime through Never had this feeling Never thought I could But somewhere along the line: your heart touched mine and life stands still in the hands of time Hidden intentions in holding me close There's no denying without you I'd be lost And all i can do All I can see In my mind is you- end Chorus: No one else will do All i want is you Not just for a moment But ourlifetime through Never had this feeling Never thought I could But somewhere down this line your heart touched mine and life stands still in the hands of time

***first of all: DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MY FAITH. i do not preach at people. i am letting you know ahead of time that this poem/song is based on my spiritual side**** "Looking"

1. Looking for the one, who can see my soul

through my eyes so green and wondering

looking for a light to make my way bright

for right now I am walking in the dark---

**CHORUS*****

*The shadows of my life

the memories of strife

all rain down upon me

Help me Lord, I need you now....

2. I know your here to guide

I need not to hide

from all that is within me

All I need is you

no matter what I do

I feel the warm embrace

And see the smile on your face-

******CHORUS********

*The highlights of my life

the memories make me come to life

all rain down upon me (like blessings from above

Thank you Lord, I need you Lord

*****TAG******* My life I give as an offering to you.....

My life I give, as an offering to you!

© Karin-Rochelle july 31, 2006

This is written by myself. (C) September 1, 2006 it has musical arrangement. this song will be on my next cd as well as the others i have listed in my poetry blogs. SOME SOLITUDE Karin-Rochelle Digrugilliers-Wilmoth heavy laden this burden i carry i need to walk through the door i need an answer this life i am staring down heavy laden this rock that i hold i need to drop it i need to let it go.... I need to let it go I need to let it go I need to let it go And gain some solitude. heavy laden there's a reason I seek to find and answer to why I'm still holding this sorrow heavy laden why can't i exist without this sorrow without this pain without this life long list i need to let it go.... I need to let it go I need to let it go I need to let it go And gain some solitude. *i'll walk a round, my head held high I'll tell you there's no problem I'll answer with an i don't care: but i do....... I need to let it go I need to let it go I need to let it go And gain some solitude.

***written in request by Nibbles for Nibbles*** Seasons change Colors fade Hours come and go But the memories of us in my heart they linger on Can't help but wonder wish i hadnt failed to see the enptiness i would feel when you are not a part of me... I would pray you back to me within my arms you need to be I miss your smile I miss your charm I cry within my heart since you've been gone I feel i cant go on... Time will pass My heart will heal A memory won't seem as real But I will always hold you in my heart I can't help but wonder I wish i had of seen So much of who i am Is because of what we use to be And STILL.... I would pray you back to me within my arms you need to be I miss your smile I miss your charm I cry within my heart since you've been gone I feel i cant go on... (C) sept. 24, 2006

***Do not read if you cannot accept another's faith as their own. This is of my faith. I am not pushing my faith or religion on anyone. only my hope and prayer that all will EXPERIENCE LIFE*** Pull up a chair Look at life as a grand affair Smell the roses See the silver lining Live each day as though it was your last Follow through on all you do This is my hope and my prayer for you That you Experience Life Breathe in the air that you've been given Take each moment make it the best you've ever haD there's no other time and no other place BUT NOW. Divise a plan to face the day dont stay wollowing in the gray there's an answer to each problem that we face If we seek God's will and follow after his Grace You can: Experience Life Breathe in the air that you've been given Take each moment make it the best you've ever haD there's no other time and no other place BUT NOW.