Wonder Woman FE2 Chef Kev's blog: "Poems"

There are so many things rushing through my brain, My heart aches with the thoughts and it is driving me insane The one person that I turn too when everythings upside down Won’t even talk to me, no where to be found. I can’t even eat a thing, I can’t sleep and I just cry I don’t understand what is wrong, I guess that is the reason why. There are some things I know, my heart is so broken A part of me wants to hide it all away. Get angry and say fuck off The other part of me just cries and wants to curl up in a ball I have followed the latter as the first option can’t occur. However I am feeling my walls mounting and I the outcome I can’t see. I am not sure what to think what to do, or how to be. xx Ariel

I Can Feel You... You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near. xx Ariel

Disillusions Disillusions continuously form my reality. Hope remains dwindling at a rate of speed I may never catch. Fate plays with my reality and makes my whole life a joke that everyone finds amusing but me. I begin to envy those who don’t have to worry, They seem so happy, so healthy, sane. I cannot cry for tears ~ will not form Pity no longer carries enough of my pain It’s useless to imagine my life different for why would fate give me anything really worth hoping for, my disillusions, my reality continuously create my life and keep my sanity ruling my mind, Exhausting my fight for the life that I long to get and maybe…just maybe will never have. Xx Ariel Purely wanting you I started feeling a jealousy When we got off the phone, Which is something, that I never do. But I am beginning to feel this longing To be a part of you. I am jealous of your bed Because it’s with you when you sleep Get’s to hear you breathing and your heart as it beats. I am jealous of your blankets cause They caress you while you dream Lying against your body OOOOH I want to scream! I want to feel you close to me, Your breath upon my ear, Kissing you from head to toe So gentle and sincere. But mostly I am jealous of your clothes you wear Cause they are constantly against every muscle, every curve, damn that’s so unfair. The get you all the time, Sliding against your warm skin Damn I want you up against mine To have your soft touch, so strong and so slow I yearn to have you hold me, Completely lose control We can explore each other So different and so new You could say this jealousy Stems from purely wanting you. Yes, I want you, need you Yearn for your strong arms to hold me tight Feel you caressing me, Inside me, all through the night. For now just dream my sweet prince Like often people do But dream nights and days of passion I will dream of them too! Xx ARIEL