THIS SOLDIER CANT TRUST NOONE's blog: "POEMS"

At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

This i wrote last night when i could not sleep. yes this is about someone i know ... well at i thought i did............................................................................................... Quauantine my mind Shut me out afarid What did you find? Was it smothered emotion? love,sorrow,strife? They/re ever changing Anotherfact of life Both shallow and deep I forever search for solace I need help for heaven sake You promice me that you won't cheat why should i believe you? When you flirt with everyone you meet I HATE THE WAY I FEEL because i feel the way i hate, i need to get myself away from this but it seems like its to late these things i depise they make up you i never said it yet i always knew One single tear Runs down my face carving a deep wound over old scars it's been there before one single tear like a stone dropped into a well ripples in my heart one single tear holding on in despiration unable to acceptfate alas. it's ever collecting one single tear drops without warning Cascading in silence hitting bottom splashing those around you they never felt it one single tear. Emotion is gone yet i still feel it aches inside i wish this weren't real my life has been hard now i'm so cold i have nothing left every tory's been told i've lost true love NOW i'm alone my only desire is to pick up the phone to hear his voice to see that smile So long it's been since and i've cried all the while. If Love were a novel i'd read it to the end. i've lost all motivation always pained but laughing a deceptive association the colors all brilient though my eyes see grey i live for tomorrow though lost in today BY ME,,,,,,,,,

Slow Tears.... I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those misty eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen. By ME