InnocentlyEvil's blog: "Poems"

Let me go, Don't say that it's all right. Just take me home, So I can think of you tonight. In my dreams, At least I know you're mine. But when I wake, I have to leave the "us" behind Without you, I don't know who I would be. But when I'm with you, I can feel my heart breaking. And it seems so right, To be here with you tonight. Without you, could I be all right? Too many times have I left with a broken heart, An empty soul. You'll never know that you've ripped me apart, My lips so cold, Without your touch, and without your love, I might as well give up. Can I stay strong? And was I wrong? It's all in my head, What you give is what you get, Well I guess you didn't notice. My mistakes came too easy Cause you still don't love me, You never loved....

Think back to what was yesterday When it all seemed so right. But you took it all away I forced my tears to dry. Our time, it all flashed before my eyes And I said I'd leave this all behind. But I can't understand, How this slipped through my hands Cause it's hard to regret… The ways you held me, How you'd keep me around. The way you'd look into my eyes Yeah, the times we had to figure out… Were we going anywhere? But you never really cared. And you gave up so easy, On the ways you loved me. Underneath the darkest sky, You watched me cry. I fell apart, picked up my heart, And you just walk on by. But how can you not shed a tear, When seeing all that we left here? I still don't understand Why I slipped right, through your hands How can you forget…? I'm nothing to you, Be nothing to me. You've wasted my love, Why can't you see? Yeah, I'm not coming back, And I'll just runaway, So don't chase me, You'll never get me…

It's the end, but it feels like a new beginning Cause in this romance I'm the one who's winning It's so easy for you to say we're over With your heart on your sleeve as you run for her And it's funny to me how you're so surprised To find no true emotion in my eyes Well, at least I get to be the one to say that "Baby, I never loved you anway."

I live my days with the nights that we spent all the love we shared, I put my heart on the side for a while knowing you're not here, I tried to carry on to face the fact you're gone, but I need you, so I close my eyes Close my eyes and I dream about you, I close my eyes I can almost feel you in my arms again Mornings remind me of showers and talks in the soft sunlight, evenings of passion and cries of joy hold your memory tight, you've been away so long, I sing so many songs about you, I just close my eyes When I close my eyes I'm a kid again, I can think about the time we became best friends, and we played in the park didn't have a care, than you smiled at me and I knew right there, I would hold your hand it would be the start, of a promise that no other love would steal my heart, now the pain that looks like you I just cannot wait, but when I close my eyes it's a better place No one really sees, you're watching over me, and I hope you feel me watching over you, and we can go to sleep, I pray the lord will keep you in my dreams, when I close my eyes

Everything I have ever looked for seems to be hidden within your eyes. Everytime were together its as if time flys I long to fall asleep in your loving embrace and wake up To look up to your handsome face I'm thinking of your image in my mind Theres this place in my heart I must find. A place to let you in is a must I have to get over my fears and open up and trust. It will not be an easy road to tread I have believed every single word you have ever said. Being with you may help me become wise I see everything as I look into your eyes.

As I went Surely, shall I go. Left one to the rain, Right into the heart of the storm. So I sit and I wonder Why I don't remember The thunder, And the soul That was you. Where did you go? Why are you gone? I feel better now. I feel good Better than you Ever Made Me Feel. I don't even remember you anymore. You are a face in the crowd. Don't do anything stupid. I am not there for you anymore. I don't remember you. What happened to that part of my life? I miss it like I think I Would Miss Cancer.

**** My ex wrote this as a song for me from a poem I wrote for him....Not really my cup of tea but I found it and figured I would share it....Enjoy....**** I'm falling down and it's getting cold. You left me with no place to go. I'm reaching out with bloody hands, Spinning room trying to understand. You always said I was a liar Being with you is like playing with fire Don't let this moment pass Cuz each breath I grasp I swear! You're my RAZOR BLADE But I can't put you down. You're the cut I made. I should know by now That this will never work. I must enjoy the hurt But for what its worth You're my Razor blade. I try to get some sleep But the wounds are too deep Do you see this hole in my chest? I gave you the knife. You did the rest. I never want to lose you again. You cut your name into my skin. I'll never be the same again. I swear! You said you'd always love me You said you'd always be there. You said you'll always need me, That you'll always care. You said I was your only one. I'd never be replaced. Now every time I look at you I want to break your face! Today someone found me laying in my blood. They say it's the cause of a suicidal love. The only thing they found was a RAZOR BLADE While they tried to count how many cuts you made. Now I'm laying in the ground 6 feet deep I couldn't stand to see you go So I had to leave. I swear.............

Don't ask me to change It's not who I am I can't be perfect I don't want to walk away Yet I can't force myself to stay I can't force a smile Not with out you here I'm still longing for your touch It's complicated and you'll never know So just forget Just stay away I'll always be a big mess Stay away, and don't come near Just save your words for another girl The ones that are always in my mind Find someone who'll be perfect Someone who'll never let you go That girl will never be me. So just stay away