IMWYLD4U's blog: "she"

SHE

As I sit here trying to figure out what part of ME to let FREE

I contemplate what in my life is something I wish u knew to know ME

I’m really not that complex… I’m just in search of ME

You see ME is someone who got lost so long ago…. I cant even recall who is really me, its been lost in HE

HE is not just HIM its all of them.

Its every he that says I AM HIM

HIM the one you feel will let your heart be FREE…

Or better yet your inhibitions go FREE….

that’s probably really what all the HE’S really want from ME.

So if they all play to be HE…

how do I know when I really SEE HE?

You see HE is something new to ME…

In my family there was never a HE just a lot of SHES….

As the years pass me by, I am beginning to SEE

You may need to grow up with a HE to know how to keep a HIM

You see I have thought a long time if your let your inhibitions go FREE it will help keep a HE….

but all I really wanted was for a HE to be HIM

one who makes ME feel like I was never supposed to be without HIM

I thought the one who was HIM had came to be one with ME.

The saddest part is that I was the most wrong I could ever BE.

So now I am here trying to find the ME that I lost and NEVER thought I would ever SEE.

The bad part is I lost so much of ME I have to recreate SHE.

SHE is the one who knows better

SHE knows when she is making a difference… not just for SHE but for humanity.

In order for ME to love SHE… SHE has to treat ME like she Loves ME..

Just to start for ME to love SHE … SHE needs to speak with INTEGRITY.

Be sure only to say the things I really mean to & Make sure not to speak against ME

Its always a good rule of she not to be MESSY…

Which brings me to the next thing about ME

One of the most important rules to know about ME

I refuse to take ANYTHING PERSONALLY!!!

Nothing others do is because of ME…

Their negative words are just a reflection of their OWN REALITY

What I am searching for is IMMUNITY

IMMUNITY from caring about the opinions and actions of what the others that say they care for ME…think of me

But what they really love to SEE is for me to be a VICTIM of needless SUFFERING…..Which is something I now refuse to be.

More things that let my soul be FREE…

I always do my best at anything I set out to be

I just wanna be the best me I can BE….

I am not too blind to see…

That the best of ME will change Momentarily

But no matter what because I know that I strive to be the best me I can be

I can set myself free…

Free from self Judgment,

Free from regret,

Free from self abuse,

Free from shame.

Free from all the things that have been hiding SHE from ME.