Badboy Ice dsc's blog: "personal thoughts"

OK FRIENDS IM SORRY BUT I CANT KEEP GOING THRU THIS IF YOU HAVE A ISSUE WITH ME BEING HEAVY AND THINGS THEN IM SORRY I AM ME AND I AM REAL I HAVE A CURSE ON ME AND IM FEELING REALLY DOWN I FEEL LIKE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE IM NOTHING BUT A LOSER AND THIS IS HOW IM FEELING I WISH LIFE WOULD JUST GIVE ME A BREAK

LETS HELP THIS SWEET BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY LEVEL SHE ONLY NEED AL LITTLE OVER 3000 TO GO PLEASE HELP HER OUT 2damnsexy4u@never neverland greeter/dancer -dirty addiction greeter/dancer @ fubar

HAS ANYONE EVER WONDERED WHO'S TRUE TO YOU AS A FRIEND OR WHAT THEY REALLY THINK ABOUT YOU!!!!!WELL I OFTEN WONDER THIS BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHEN YOU THINK YOU KNOW SOMEONE AND YOU REALLY DON'T THAT SHOWS A LOT!!!ITS KINDA SCARY WHEN YOU THINK YOUR TRUE FRIENDS WILL STAND BEHIND YOU BUT THEN WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT YOUR THE DRAMA MAKER NO ONE ELSE OR AT LEAST THATS WHAT THEY SAY WHEN YOU NEED IT THE MOST WHERE DO YOU TURN TO!!!!!IF YOU CANT TURN TO YOUR FRIENDS IT DIGS DEEP INTO EATS AT YOU THEN YOU GO CRAZY FROM THINKING ABOUT IT!!!THEN YOU USALLY DO SOMETHING YOU REGRET OR YOU JUST SIT THERE AND DWELL ON IT !!!!!!!!!!! DOES ANYONE EVER FEEL LIKE THIS

YOU KNOW SOMETHING THAT ISNT RIGHT MAY WORK OUT TO BE OK I HAVE DECIDED TO STAY ON FUBAR AND DO WHAT I DO BEST HAVE FUN IM HOPING THIS WILL WORK OUT FOR THE BEST AND I THANK ALL MY FRIENDS LOVE YA ALLL AND THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADD ME TO YAHOO FEEL FREE TO IHATEBITCHBOYZ@YAHOO.COM

OK WELL I GUESS ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE PISSED AT ME AND THINGS I AM SORRY TO HAVE PISSED EVERYONE OFF AND FOR THIS I HAVE I GUESS LOST A FEW FRIENDS IM HUMAN NOT PERFECT AND PEOPLE DONT REALIZE WHAT I GO THRU IM NOT PERFECT IN ANYWAY AND IM SORRY THAT PEOPLE THINK IM A BAD PERSON WHEN IN ALL OUT HONESTY IM NOT IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING AND AQLL THE PROBLEMS I HAVE CAUSE I AM ASKING FOR PEOPLE TO COME TO ME IF THEY HAVE A ISSUES WITH ME AND TALK TO ME ABOUT THEM INSTEAD OF HAVEING PEOPLE DO IT BEHIND MY BACK I AM SORRY TO THE ONES I HAVE PISSED OFF AND MAYBE SOMEDAY THEY CAN FORGIVE ME I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY OTHER THAN IM SORRY

you ever thought about how you sit here and feel special then something happens and you fall apart then you talk to someone special and your all better is this normal or am i just wierd feel free to comment

i sit her everyday and try to figure why i am so out of it why i have so many issues and all i can think is it was ment to be this way for me i am a very nice guy and i seem to have alot of problems with alot of things no matter how hard i try i seem to always make a mistake then you realize that its just part of life i guess i am here and life is what you make it so i guess if you want a good life and a happy life you should make it that way no matter what blocks life dish you