basically the past couple of days have been crazy. last week around like idk thursday i started to get sick and slowly it just started to get worse and stuff. homecoming was saturday. i didnt wanna go and the only reason i did was because they bought me the ticket and shit and like i had my dress and all that so i was like what else is there to do on a saturday nite. the entire time i was there all i thought about was him and like i know thats why the entire thing just blew...i wanted him there and he obvisouly couldnt be there...i danced a little bit but other then that i just sat there and talked to a couple people...i left like a hour or so early and shit too because i had this amazing plan to talk to andy and guess what IT WORKED! woo! i felt bad tho because like me and nikki hadda go back to get everyone and cole was being fucking retarded and shit...so like everyones being REALLY retarded in the car and like i think andy got all pissed a bit cuz i was basicaly ignorning him...i wasnt ignoring him but i think thats what he thought because everyone kept talking to me but whatever becasue we finally got to the party and i took off so i could talk to mr. wonderful :) it was seriously the greatest phone conversation i ever had...we talked about so much and i dont think i laughed as much as i did...so then i guess there were these mexicans and shit that wanted to kill us..i still think it was a reason to make me sit around them...so fucking what i didnt want to talk to them...so like yea we talked a bit longer...sam asked who it was and i was like andy and shes like is that your boyfriend and i was like no and shes like yea not yet anyway :) she was right!! anyway...i got off the phone with him and went inside...booze literally shoved down my throat...the last thing i remember is telling josh to make me another drink...and i guess i called andy...like 3 times and left voicemails lmao...well its not a i guess...i know i did hahaha...its all good so like yea...homecoming nite was very interesting...VERY interesting...i ended up sleeping outside and shit cuz shawns a asshole..fucker...whatever...so then yesterday i had a massive hangover and shit and i was tired all day and i talked to andy today and me and him figured everything out and im seriously the happiest ive been in a while becasue 1. i know hes real and not gonna turn into this big asshole who doesnt give a shit and 2. hes fucking amazing and i love him to death :) so like yea that was bascially yesterday and today was just plain shitty...i almost got thrown into the hospital...i cut my finger and it hurts so bad right now...its all black and blue and stuff and then i burned my hand and like a hour ago for no reason i got a bloody nose but since about 10 mins ago im a wittle better mood...so yea thats bascially the past 4 days...very eventful and alot has changed...im not drinking again for a while...i dont like not rememerbing shit when i wake up lmao
