i search my soul for words
but the page stays empy
its light outside but i can't see
my soul is dark
i am alone
you are the only one that cares
but i am so far gone
and i see the pain in your eyes
but i cannot feel
i have been searchin for something
something real something to feel
but my quest is futile
how can i search for something that i cannot do
feel
it used to be so easy not to feel
i have gotten away with it for so long
but its not enough anymore
i want to feel i want to be held
but for some reason it can't be you
it hurts me to know that i hurt you
but if i am not in the right mind i cannot be there like that
and im not saying i don't want to or that its weird
but let me come to you
lately i have been around but very distant
and i know how you feel
but i am incapable of feeling anything toward anyone
even in a crowd i feel alone
and i don't know how to make it better
so don't be mad don't feel bad
just be around and know that ill always be there for you
for you are the light in my dark world
