I guess its true what they say u never know what u have till u lose it...and man did i lose it..and now im losing my mind.. the 2 best things in my life have been gone for almost 5 months and i swear these months have been hard..ive done alot of thinking and even more crying..man i swear i would give anything to have back what i had 5 months ago...but it looks like im fucked on that... ive wondered for the past couple of weeks what life would be like today if i would have done some things alot different....but ill never know so all i do is sit in my apartment,work, and stare at pics of times past and wish i could turn back the hands of time.....i miss both of u....
forever urs Gremlin (since u gave me the name,ill never stop using it)
