Pain
Why does life hurt so much? Why cant things be right? I dont understand it hurts so much inside... Im proud that im gonna be a father, and I brought a new breath in tis world, I wanted out child to have the life we never had... I wanted that family, that love of my life, and all in one night it all gets taken away. I dont know how to deal, I dont know how to cope, You might as well tkae a knife and cut my fuckin throat, you took my breath, you took my heart, you splattered it all, now im coated in blood, I cant take the pain or the hurt, just one more cut, just a lil more squirt, a few more minutes, and all ends soon, Wait... I cant leave this world yet, I love my my child, I want the normal life, maybe just a lil while, I love you so much even though you you hurt me so bad, I hate this feelin a pain so bad, I want to make you laugh, no more tears, I want it all to stop ill drink no more beers... You left without a clue no warning, no sighn, all I ever wanted was for you forever mine... I know I wasnt the greatest, I know I wasnt the best, I gave you another chance and you faild the test.. You broke my heart, you tore me down, You killed my soul, and ripped another whole in this broken heart, another lie told, I dont know what to do or what to feel, all I want is for us to have a normal family and thats for real, but you stopped lovin, caring and feeling, theres nothin left, so again im stuck in a life I hate.. When will I get my happyness, I dont want to no longer wait.. I dont want to be alone, im to sad inside, everytime I turn around I break down and cry, I cry because im a man, who ever says Im a bitch, fuck you, damn!!!
