It hurts inside, all the pain is sucking up energy within
Everyone says just be yourself, but the truth is I dont know who me is
I've been someone else for so long that I lost who I am
In a world where if you're not a certain way you get judged
I dont know if i could ever be whole again, but then again you can't make something whole that never was
It's like a missing peice of me
Without it I can't live
After all I've been through you'd think I could handle this, but the thing is I can't take it anymore and I don't think I could make it
I want to reach out to someone, but I'm scarde to let someone in
Scarde I might get rejected
So many people have betrayed me in my life, so many people have left me, so many people never actually got the chance to know me before they walked away
I only let people in so far...don't get me wrong I'm just misunderstood
I want to let people in
I try to reach out, but they just don't get the clue
I used to look in the mirror seeing the person I hate to be and now I look and see nothing in me
There's nothing I can't handle in my life at this point, but when you don't fill the pieces along the way you lose yourself and you turn into nothing
Which is what I am nothing without knowing
