I'm starting to see a trend how birthdays really sux ass. Its probably just me. loser i know. Last 3 yrs every b-day has somehow gotten to be more worthless than the last. Still didn't get to go out to do anything again. Just gonna give up on the whole thing since really what is it anyways? Its just another damn day.
Only decent thing i learned today is that my so called best friend is actually a hypocrit. When ya got plans to go out and party or just go to the bar to down a few and shoot some pool; its ok for him to dis ya and say he is not in the mood to now go out or just not answer his phone. Its like what the fuck? We have been planning on doing something but now you don't want to. So for the past 2 weeks we have been sayin that we were gonna do some stuff today. Well yesterday he gives me some bullshit answer that he isn't really sure if he wants to do anything today cause its been a bad week. Then today I talk to him and said that i'd like to get a bite to eat and just hang out since later on i'm hopin to hang out with someone that i like. Gives me some kind of BS that life goes on and we start to go our own way in life and blah blah..... Then says call me back to let me know when to meet him but calls me back sayin they were goin to burlington and not to bother. Its like fuck you you piece of shit. You can dis others but when someone dis' you because they want to spend time with someone that really matters to them ya gettin a pissy and got ur panties in a wad. Well pull that stick out of ur ass.
Oh well i guess. I got 20 more mins then this worthless day will be over. Least the girl i like and wanted to hang out some with told me happy b-day. Thats the upside to today. Didn't get to hang out but always tomorrow...
done being a cry baby... haha
