Well, just so everyone knows, i got my interview letter from the Oklahoma State Penitentiary... lol, the State Pen, lol... he he he... ANYWAYS, good 'ol BIG MAC.... don't HAVE the job, just have the interview... I am hella excited about it!!! I mean, you have no fucking idea.... i don't know that i will even get to do the interview though, we'll just see how the following weeks go.... **sigh** keep your fingers crossed....
Anyways~ class was fun tonight, I went, was smarter than everyone, left, still feeling smarter than everyone... good night... good night.... I fucked up my entracne test, thinking i just had to PASS not score high so i rushed through it, and got a low score in my math, come on, i HATE math, wanted to get thru it, so I'm in a retard math class... "Concepts of Algebra..." SOOOO, it's my way of feeling smarter than everyone else.... yay me...
And, other than that, nothing... well, Tash had another dance class today.... OOOHHH she looks so cute, like oh my god... with her little hair in a bun and stuff!!! I can't wait UNTIL her little recital... So, if anyone wants to come to it, just lemme know, i'll give you the info as it becomes available to me!! She just looks SOOOOO damned cute!!! I uploaded pics, all i need to do is get them ON this page... so far only two, but i will get more....
Hmmm... wow, nothing else really to say for now... LA LA LA.... I am just stressed out as fuck with everything going on, ya know? i feel like a fucking baby, i'm supervised at all points in my day, i have to be monitored at all times, i can't do anything on my own, it's bullshit... I wanna go out w/ my friends, I cant go alone, I get bitched at for texting, i get bitched at for getting online, esp. because i use this as my way of expressing my stress... but i get bitched at for that too... it's just un fucking real.... Dennis is throwing a fucking fit about me wanting to go to McAlester.... I mean, evryone who knows me knows how passionate I am towards law enforcement, and such... I mean, it's Big Mac... it's a MAX security prison, i would LOVE to work there!!! I mean, wow.... can you imagine? It's a MAX security, death row.... the worst of the worst in oklahoma.... imagine what kind of people are incarcerated there.... i mean, that stuff is so awesome to me, although everyone thinks i am fucking crazy...
Just like officer jobes said, in class... it takes certain people to want to work in fields like this.... being a cop, prison guard, shit like that... takes a control freak... and we ALLLLLL know I am totally a control freak... soit's like the perfect line of work for me...
**sigh** anyways though, one of these days.....
