As a dis able adult at the age of 18 I soon lost my parental rights my philosophy was to keep the baby abort the mother.
My daughter before I met her was a intern to president Clinton.
As soon as Reagan was shot I lost my rights ro bear arms,
My Father Was a congressmans aid and an asemblymans campaign manager as well as Counsel President in my home town.
Thirty year of oppression have gone by as I have been victumzied by doctors of every sort that told me drugs were bad as they took out there prescrition pads.
Thirty years later the state came after my drivers licence to take it for life (I have a CDL)
I had long lost my privelege to get my hazmat endorsement but still carry one for a boat.
So after fathering two abortions and loosing my rights to drive and shoot at things.
I say as the right to life that if this keeps up I will welcome death as a warm drink of water while crossing a vast desert.
It is awful hard to make money with no transportation as I know it indegent qualifications and a mental health history longer yjan most of the management has been alive.
The point is that most of thew social lubricants I once knew like having a wad of cash drinking having sex, and coming and going as I please have been replaced by tired laws from which I have no say.
If life were fair we would all do life.
And knowing that the USA's biggest export is incarserated citizens there is no where to go but stay home and be paraniod of the police state in which my mind is locked up in.
Don't get me wrong I am a law abiding citizen who votes and pays taxes donates and voluteers for helping the lives of the less fortunate. But I cant tell which way is up for some of them.
so in an act of self preservation I have quit five different medicines and as an act of compliance I have remained teachable and in treatment dispite my yearning for a better life style.
As the social dependancy I know goes on and on I watch too much TV worry about the news too often and cuss out anybody who offers me the newest dream come true product.
I have no desire to be contacted by cell phone black berry or laptop and when I am driving I want to do just that drive not be bothered by some cursed bill collector or asshole that has to tell me about their fuckin day.
But as soon as I get home park the car have some food (if there is any) I play the messages go to the puter and check the mail.
now thats my life and I aint telling you so you like me and dont give a crap if you don't.
Have a glotious fucking day.
fred
