Slee's blog: "Oooh goodie, I finally found it"

Thursday allready? — Thursday, September 06, 2007 The week has gone by so quickly. Between sleep, and school and other stuff, It's been pretty nice so far. I had fun watching movies and cuddling yesterday. This weekend should be a blast. I won't have to worry about going home at night so I can go to school in the morning.... School was fun today. We were talking about the different stresses men and women face, and the " double standards " thing. If you ask a guy what he did over the weekend and he says he had sex with 3 girls, then he's "cool". If you ask a girl what she did, and she says she's had sex with 3 guys, then she's a "slut". Is it sexist? NO!!! If you ask a girl what she did, and she says she's had sex with 3 girls, then that's awesome. It's even better if it was at the same time. If you asked a guy what he did, and he had sex with 3 guys over the weekend, then he's a slut too. Having sex with girls, is better than having sex with guys, even if you are a girl. Is that sexist? yeah maybe, but only against guys, and they can get over it...

Drugs? Smoke? Anything? — Sunday, September 02, 2007 I went to a birthday party lastnight. I basically sat on a couch cuddling with Chrissa and making out with her. It was a nice couple hrs. People took pictures, maybe eventually I'll be able to get some of them. Afterwsards, I couldn't find my truck. I have a bad meeory for stuff like that I guess. I'm not that great at land nav. Eventually I kinda panicked. I was walking around and anyone I passed either asked me if I had drugs, or if I wanted to buy them. I guess I'd make a great undercover cop. lol. When I first satarted walking around there was this goup of guys that asked me how the matrix was. I'm not really sure what they were talking about. Maybe it's because I was wearing all black. Or maybe they were reffering to dominamatirx. I'm not really sure. They seemed to be impressed with the girl I had on a leash for a while. One of them was a marine that was going to iraq the next day, or in a couple days. He was kinda drunk and obnoxious. He figured he could get some pussy or something because he was a marine. It just didn't work out well for him. Better luck nextime I guess. They wre talking to me and making weird comments and stuff as I walked by. And then kept talking to me as I walked by. I walked a ways, then I turned around and walked badk to them becaus ethey wre still talking to me. I was a little paranoid they were going to fight with me or something. There was four of them, but they wren't that big or anything. I bullshited with them a while, and then walked all around saltlake going up and down each block being asked for and about buying drugs, and If I had any. Anyway, I eventually found my truck. I went to a gassation and I was going to get gas. They didn't have a bathroom I could sue though. I almost pissed on the wall, I thinkk the guy was writhing down my lecense plate number, and calling the cops though. I asked him if he'd ever seen " Big DAddy ". He said there's a wall outside.... I went to betos, but the doors were locked. There was some svchool busses in a parking lot next to it, so I went over there. Then I went back to betos and went through tthe drivethorough. Chicken chimchagans at 4am, arn't a good idea. I was hungry though. I headed home, I stopped and got gas in bountifull. Then I came home the rest of the way, and went to sleep basically.

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Another thought for the day People worry about me getting hurt. I figure pain is inevitable in life. So yes, I worry about getting hurt too sometimes. It's going to happen eventually though. A "full" life consists of lots of pain. I could just stay in my room, besides going to school or working. That's what I do right now actually mostly. I'm not sure I really call that living though. I'm sorry people worry. I'm sorry I get hurt. I'm sorry other people are upset when I get hurt. As selfish as it may sound, I'm not going to go throgh life avoiding any possibillities of pain, simply because other people get worried, or are upset when it happens upon me. I want people to know I atleast somewhat appreciate other people's concerns and take them into consideration. As silly as it sounds to "say", I want it to be clear that I don't get hurt maliciously, or put myself in a situation of risk, to have other people upset because I am hurt.

more about me stuff I'm kind of a reactionary sort of person. I'm uste to having things fly at me all the time, and I just have to react to them. I do homework, and solve people's problems and stuff. It just comes from life, and being in the army and stuff. I'm trying to read " Co Dependant No More " Between the about me section, and all the hundreds of blogs, people can get a pretty good idea of who I am. What do I write about? What do you want to hear about??? The best question here is probably what don't you want to hear about? And it's best left unanswered, because otherwise it will make me want to write you tons of stuff about that. lol I write about life mostly. Sometimes rants, sometimes just observations and curiosities. Satire, and other random thoughts that come to my mind. Most of my stuff has reacurring themes. Equality, discrimination, taking responsibility for your own thoughts, feelings, and actions are often included. I write alot. I picked it up while I was bored and frustrated in Iraq. It's become my coping mechanism. I'm a criminal justice major, and psyche and pre-law minor at weber state. I might switch my major to psyche though, or try to double major. But I don't think I'll have enough classes to do that and have the pre-law minor. I like icp, but I'm not a juggalo. I'm not quite that big of a fan. Most of the juggalos I've talked to have seemed pretty cool though. Pants are so restrictive and unnecesary when I don't leave my room. I wear pants when I go to school though. Not that it would matter a whole lot, I don't think going to school in my boxers would cause much more attention that my hair does. I may seem narcissistic, or egotistical or something, for having that many pictures of myself. Other people don't like me taking pictures of them. I can't color other people's hair how I want it, and take pictures of them. I can't dress other people how I want, do their hair how I want, and then take pictures of them. My pictures are part of my artistic expression coming out. It's not just that I am obsessed with myself. If I'm obsessed with other people, they find it creepy, and it makes them feel uncomfortable. I color my hair, and "do" my hair, and take pictures lots of pictures of me, because it's something I can do without having to talk to other people, or make them feel uncomfortable, or anything like that. Yah, I'm not really a "people person". I've learned that I can be about whatever sort of person I need to be for limited amounts of time though. I worked at Lagoon as a games person for a summer. Hey, I needed a job, so I was who I had to be.

There's a whole bunch of people on my friend's list. I figured I'd ask some questions. Not many people actually read these compared to how many are on my list. I do highly appreciate the people who take the time to check my blogs out. And even more highly appreciate those people who leave comments on them. Ya'll have a nice week. What kind of food do you like? What's your philosify on life? How do you feel about spelling? How do you feel about hitting? What's your take on cps? What is your goal in life? Where do you work? What are your views on capitolism, vs communism? what are your views on teaching hate towards words? Why didn't we round up all the white people after the oklahoma city bombing? Views on openly gay people in the military? views on openly straight people in the military? Sex discrimination in everyday society? Why do people put up with it, and let it go on? Any other random things you feel like sharing?

I was bored the other day and made a slutty myspace page. I get bored and send friend requests to a bunch of people. ( Since how it's slutty and all. ) I don't do that with my normal one. Add me if you want, I'm easy, it's a slutty page anyway. lol. I'm crabby still today. I probably will be until I get my pills refilled. It's the same dillema as before though. I have to talk to someone to get my pills refilled to help me with my social anxiety. lol. Life is so much fun... http://www.myspace.com/slexyslee

Lovely reseme Current mood: tired Category: Dreams and the Supernatural ???????? - Good with most children. Not so good with most parents though. - Going to college - Have an income - Very considerate of others - Open minded - Awesome family - Very affectionate - Mostly easy going - Creative - Fairly smart - I've been told I was good in bed, but they might have been just being nice - Shy - Good hearted - Pretty genuine - Been in the Army - Kinda funny, I bet I can make you laugh ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If you have any other questions, message me and we can set up an interview. References can be given upon request.

I got a guestbook cuz I was bored and it seemed like the thing to do. So go sign it if you want. Or not. lol whatever. I thought I'd announce it. There's something going on here saturdayI think anyone who wants to come is invited. If you are in the area, and want to come, send me a message or call me. And if I'm not worried about you being a drunkin idiot, or something like that, then I'll let you know how to get here. I'm going up to my grandma's on friday for her birthday. We are going to take the canoe out. If you want to go, let me know, you are probably welcome. My grandma is awesome, incase you don't know her. I'll probably be moving sometime soon, so let me know if you want to help me with that. Just incase you are really bored or something. lol. Maybe stay the night here saturday, and help me move sunday?

Culture shock? Generation gap? I might have written about this before. It's just on my mind again though. I'm not trying to be condemning or anything here. It's just weird to me. I'm 25. I haven't had sex with many people. I don't really even talk about sex much, especially compared to the stereotypical guy. Maybe I'm off in my own sheltered little world or something. There's these bullitons and blogs and things from teenagers that talk about sex. And teenagers using words like "sexy". Surveys talking about - would you kiss me? would you have sex with me? - and stuff like that. " What would you do if I was locked in your room for 24 hrs and you could do anything you want? " What's up with that? I didn't even has sex until I was 23, not that I can say I would for sure have turned down oppurtunites before that. It just adds to the confusion. Maybe I'm just jealous or something. I don't think so though, it seems like sex just makes life more complicated. Well, that's about it. Again, I'm not condemning the youth of today, or trying to imply I am better than them, or I was better than them. It just seems weird to me to hear them talk about sex, and post blogs and bullitons that have to do with it.