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&i really need to vent....last night i had a party, &after everyone passed out or left i started cleaning up, which blows but it was my home so yeah whatever. hah, just as i am about go lay down for the night my phone lights up &i hear, "new message from nick from corydon" BEEPBEEPBEEEP! with a smiling drunken face i reach for it & read, ' still up?' 'naturally :)' 'i'm coming over' 'i'll be waiting' fast as lightening i run to the bathroom reapply make up &change my panties. as i'm fluffing up my hair i start to hear the low rumble of a neon coming up the drive. he tells me he's here, and i tell him to call me. as were chatting im stumbling down the sidewalk to him, &he comes jumping out of his jalopy to me. we hug &i smell 'his smell', needless to say its a damn good smell ;) the mid morning soon begins filled with casual conversation, &hand holding. we hear the train roaring a few blocks down the road so we go chase after it, missing it &thinking we'll find it down the road some more he 'pedals to the medals' it, offering a camel crush to my drunk ass &listening to the winding hit the windows i soon realize i never want this to end. after a while we get back to my place, my parents was home so i couldn't invite him in, so we settled for chilling in his whip. we talked about everything, the conversations we held was amazing, i have never, not once met anyone like him, his personality was so different, therefore i could not stop telling him how precious he is, we seen shooting stars, and he agreed that i am always right. he gave me his jacket, insisting he was a heater i let him wrap his arms around me. his nipples are pierced and we share the same humor. his hair was cleaner than mine &he's tall &skinny. he smiled at everything i said, &soon kept telling me how attractive i was. i loved how he stretched out over his seat into the back one. but all good things must come to an end, he soon started complaining how i was turning him on, and he wasnt joking, for i could see a growing bulge in his levis. thats when i gave him the, "YAAWWWWWNNNNNNN" i kindly begged him to walk me to my door, i'm scared of wolves &large dogs. once we arrived to our destination, i told him i had a lovely time, and hugged him, like most horny men will do, he wouldnt let go, so of course i kissed him, and kissed him, and kissed him and kissed him. pushing me hard agaisnt my front door, i gave in &we messed around right there. soon after we kissed good byes, &he made me promise i'd get ahold of him tomorrow. practically crawling my ass back into bed around 8ish this morning, i dreamt of nothing more than bouncing around in the sky haha............the meaning of this entry? i have recently realized i will 'sell' my body, for decent conversations with attractive men. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! i am beginning to be too lonely, need to change :(
