I have slowly come to realize just who I am. Most importantly I am a mother. I will always love my children and they are my life. I am a hard working employee who tries to show my reason for being there as much as I can. Sometimes I just try too hard and well actions are always louder than words. I have to remind myself of that sometimes.
Most important of all is that I am just a girl who like everyone else is looking to find someone that is the missing piece to my puzzle. I cannot say that my journey has been one of ease to find what I seek. It has cost me two divorces, abuse, heartache and lonliness. I would like to believe in that happily ever after but my reality is that I have children with special needs and many cannot handle it. Will my prince charming come with my glass slipper? I don't know that answer and maybe that question will never be answered so instead I focus on making life better in whatever ways possible. I work and go to school.
To the man who finds my missing piece. . .hold on to it and someday find me. Prove me wrong in my belief that love is not meant for me. Till then I will be sleeping in my tower. . . . .
