So, this morning, Dennis started talking to me
And as usual he goes on this trip about how he wants me to go to marriage counseling with him, and wants to try and make this work... I'm like, holy fucking hell... not this shit again...
I have been through hell with him over the past 5 years... i was finally living on my own this year. BY MYSELF.... and then the bullshit w/ tiffany happened, the car wreck... and it all became this screwed up mess again... Back... with him...
And he sits here and acts like i OWE him something... HE is what got screwed up with tiffany... because I was dumb enough ot want him in the girl's lives, and it pissed her off me having him at our house so much to see the girls...
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can not deal with this shit anymore...
I've almost sat and started debating just moving out right now. Today. I have the money. Why Not? Ugh... GOD DAMNIT... this is bullshit...
I am so fucking stressed out dealing with his bullshit. I have dealt with SO fucking much
And then I have to sit here and listen to him tell me no matter who I'm with NO ONE is going to be able to LOVE me like HIM (tahnk fucking god too, because i've gotten sick of his "love") and him go on about how I'll get bores and yadda yadda ya, and I'll cheat on who ever I'm with, and yadda yadda ya...
FOR FUCKS SAKE, I'm not some psycho slut.... i CAN have a normal relationship, and HE is just PISSED that it wont be with him...
god damn stupid fucking prick...
god
i fucking hate him
