I can't believe men. My soon to ex has sent me many message asking to help make the house payment but he can go buy a new fucking camera and buy a lot of little figures from World of Warcraft. That makes no fucking sence to me i have just started working. Have to ask my parents for money so i can eat and now i'm going to have to ask for gas money. WE all know how pricey gas is. Now his new GF is being all lovey dovey on his my space page. OMG make me vomit dont' get me wrong i'm glad he is not bugging me anymore and i have found a guy who is 110% better then my ex. I just feel like my ex is doing all this to piss me off and you knwo i can play those games to. I will if i have to and part of me right now really wants to damn it. I will just vent here for now. I'm sorry but this new GF of my ex is only 21. My ex is 33 don't get me wrong age is just a number. I have no idea how long they have been seeing eachother but she is already say she loves him. Now i talked to my soldier for like two months before i ever told him i love you. Yes i have not meet him in person but to me that is not a big deal. The heart wants what the heart wants. I left my husband because he stopped showing he cared and just treated me like crap. That is about it for now. Thanks for listen to the rant.
