Ok another venting session. I just don't get my soon to be ex but i never did so what else is new. It is ok for him to try and move on and see people. He can post on his my space page how happy he is and blah blah blah. I start to say that i have not given up on the one that i think is my true love. Change my layout to lovey dovey stuff and he trys to start a fight last night thru yahoo. I didn't give in to it like i use to. I didn't respond to his mean comment and then he said ok and got off line. I'm very carefull about what i say on my myspace page due to the fact that when i first left my husband he contact my soldier and bugged him all the time. I don't want that to happen again. Matt his happy and unstressed a little right now. We have fun again like we use to. He is also helping me with my diet and staying on it lol. I just want to be divorced and be done with my husband. I know that sound mean but that man was not right for me. He turned me into somthing i wasn't. I use to be so out going and bubbly. I was a friendly person who love to have fun. I use to able to make anything fun just took me awhile sometimes. I'm getting back to being that person just taken sometime. I have my bad days and my good days. Right now my head is trying really hard to make this a bad day and i'm fighting it will all my will power that i have. Well i'm going to go for a walk and listen to some happy music. Thanks for reading for my venting session.
