prettygirlb your favorite addiction shes...'s blog: "old about me"

I'm not perfect,, i'm just the girl who tries to remain strong. i'm the girl who thinks she needs a little makeup && sometimes still has to fake confidence. i hate capital letters,, i'm really good at making messes,, and my feet often need oxygen. i'm still not sure if i fell in love at the right times but i wouldn't trade them. i still try to defend you to others even when i'm hurt. who doesn't like sleeping in? when u cry i wanna be the one u call,, its not easy being optimistic but it makes things easier. u may think i'm crazy but i love it. i'm not the other girls don't blame me for your past. i'm not worried about you thinking i'm young,, youth is beauty. i wanna be the one who changed your life forever [[that lasting memory]]. i admire someone who can accept how they feel n who they are and actually do something about it. if i don't risk it all i may never get what i want. right now life is changing all around me, && for once so am i. i'm making improvments. i want people in my life who love being here who love themselves. inspire me.when its my time for love i'll love.. i'll never give up on the things i feel are real. it's not fair to be who you aren't,, i'm just me and i'm still learning. i like that i'm a challenge,, don't be surprized if the things u thought were annoying are the ones that bring you back to me in the end. me and jesus are gonna get there. my only words of 'wisdom' are you can't live in fear forever,, hope and love die last,, and a smart boy said 'lighten up a little'. (p.s.) u think i'm beautiful? why not just tell me!

I'm not perfect. My hair doesn't always perfectly fall into place. I stink at matching, i'm really good at making messes, and my feet often need oxygen. I fall in love when I don't want to and i can't just love when i should I have a tendency to see the good in people which i am beginning to think is not such a good thing, I have your shoulder to cry on, I love people and sometimes think days are a must! I might just be an eternal optimist, I'm a major dork and some people think i'm a little crazy but i have a good time and i love it! I'm not like most of the other girls. I plan on changing your life forever. I admire someone who can accept how they feel n who they are and act on it. I think if i don't risk it all i'll never get what i want. For me right now life is about having the most fun and learning more about who I am and where to go next from here, I'm no longer looking for love b/c when it's ready it will find me. I don't know what I would do with out my girls and a late night conversation once a week I'm a challenge but the things u loved about me will never change and i could be everything you never knew you always wanted and as for me and Jesus we're getting there! my only words of "wisdom" are you can't live in fear forever and hope and love die last p.s. if u think i'm beautiful, tell me!