prettygirlb your favorite addiction shes...'s blog: "enjoy it embrace it discard it proceed"

...If something you never knew you had dissapears, do you miss it? I think i'd love you if we never even met, my heart would have felt those same butterflies, but, without cause, it would even have felt heavy on a sunny day. When is the right time to let go? When you say you let them go, truely let your self be convinced you actually had and then you find other things but still they aren't gone; what now does that mean? How do you know which things, which decisions are mistakes and which "mistakes" are just the ones that are simply making you that stronger person u need to be and getting you where you need to go? When is the right thing to you actually the right thing? And even more importantly, how can you tell when it's not??

Isn't it interesting how things periodically change; people you thought would be in your life forever, the ones you couldn't ever imagine being able to live without gradually are replaced? People change, styles... change, && maybe over time even hearts change. 'They' always say that love, taste, thoughts, desires are all a choice, a concious decision that you can choice to make. And i guess it's just supposed to be that simple. It's one of those things you never truely understand until one day you wake up and you just sort of know it's time to just let go, and you too unaware give in to the "choice" theory. That morning you wake up in a calm and rational state, you assemble perfect attire, and it just so happens to be the perfect weather so you walk out of the house start the car drop the top pick the perfect song and as you start your drive along with sun and hair in your face.... you let go. It's funny, strange rather, how hearts too can change. It happened to me recently. I guess on that particularily gorgeous day i realised i too was strong enough to move on;; and why not the things in life that are supposed to happen generally do you can't spend your life waiting for what you want to happen b/c the truth of the matter is who am i to say what's best or "right" for my own life? The thing is if you don't let go, if you don't keep going on you may never get to what you are actually looking for. Sometimes,, you just have to go. (incomplete)