To everyone else
i am the one
who never loses control
who can handle any situation
without panicking-
you think i know what to do....
but im not what you think....
im not in control
i lost control miles ago....
i cant handle my own life...
i panic at the mere thought of love....
no,
im not so in control as everyone thinks
ive just gotten good
at hiding what is really
going through my mind....
ive just gotten good
at feeling
numb
