Things haven't been going so well lately. Work still sucks, but that's to be expected.
I have so much on my mind that I dont know what to do anymore about anything. I think life would be easier and much better if i wasn't in it anymore. Im not planning anything but its been on my mind. Its not anyone would care if i was gone.
Things w/ "D" aren't going good either. I haven't been down to C-bus for a couple weeks cause I dont have the money to go down there and because quite honestly I dont wanna go down there. I have been thinking about ending things, but I dont know how to do it. Should I send him an email or do it on the phone? either way its the chicken way out. but im not happy and i need time to myself. maybe im just destined to be alone and at this point that's probably a good thing, the best thing for me.
UGHHHH yes i know, im whining, but oh well. this is my blog and i'll whine if i wanna...lol.
that's about it for now...nothing else really going on. more some other time
