proudlilbadgurl's blog: "my life...such as it is...welcome to it"

Things haven't been going so well lately. Work still sucks, but that's to be expected. I have so much on my mind that I dont know what to do anymore about anything. I think life would be easier and much better if i wasn't in it anymore. Im not planning anything but its been on my mind. Its not anyone would care if i was gone. Things w/ "D" aren't going good either. I haven't been down to C-bus for a couple weeks cause I dont have the money to go down there and because quite honestly I dont wanna go down there. I have been thinking about ending things, but I dont know how to do it. Should I send him an email or do it on the phone? either way its the chicken way out. but im not happy and i need time to myself. maybe im just destined to be alone and at this point that's probably a good thing, the best thing for me. UGHHHH yes i know, im whining, but oh well. this is my blog and i'll whine if i wanna...lol. that's about it for now...nothing else really going on. more some other time

Well...im still kinda new to this but im learning. I have blogs and such on myspace and yahoo 360, so i should be used to this by now. not much going on in my life...well sorta. work is a bitch...but that's to be expected. if it was easy, it wouldn't be called work. my love life is looking up...finally. i have met a wonderful guy. the only problem is he lives 2 1/2 hours away from me so i dont get to see him as often as i would like, but we do talk on the phone every night. gotta love free nights and weekends on the cell plan...hehe. i was in columbus to visit him last weekend and im going down there again the weekend of new years. we are supposed to go out but i dont know what's going on quite yet. thats about it...nothing special. just my boring existence...oh well. can't all be hearts and flowers all the time. more later when i think of something to write about