So its early for me, (maybe 1 or 2 am.) I'm just breaking & laying on my bed, everythings coming out tonight, I mean everything. Emotions and emotional flashbacks? Yep, getting those too now, and as soon as Pieces by Sum 41 comes on, everything keeps coming out. Every feeling you could think of, hate, self hate, depression, darkness, everything. I'm sober but laying in bed realizing "I hit the absolute bottom, now why can't I sleep?." So, maybe another hour or so passes and I finally zonk out. Someone calls my name, I shrug it off. At this point I had passed the point of giving up and not caring to the point of being drained and collapsing. Almost nothing short of the end of the world, or a nuke war would've woken me up between then and when I did finally wake up.
