So, yeah... I guess i'm still on this Adam trip. I probably will be for quite some time... He is so amazing. Just the things he says to me, and the way he says them. And, god... the feeling i get when he kisses me. Wow. Like, i'm convinced he's the most perfect and amazing man I've ever known. I mean, god, i know I sound SO insanely stupid at times, but I have never felt this way about a man before... in my entire life... I mean, god, I've been through more men than underwear... ok, maybe not literally... actually, not literally at all... but you get the damn point!!! And yet, still, somehow, Adam means so much more to me. I can't explain it, except to say, I know I love him... SO very much. He's the only human alive I will wake up for at 5 in the damn morning... just to sit and chat... just so i can hear his voice... I can't imagine going on morning with out hearing his voice... cept on weekends when i can sleep in and hear it when i wake up :) I've never wanted to be with someone so badly... I mean, god.. i really want him to be happy... hopefully... with ME... :)
Anyways, back to doing my day things... just had an "adam moment"...
