PunkStarChik's blog: "Book Of Shadows"

I should be in bed right now, but I have a bunch of stuff on my mind that just started not too long ago.

I had some type of tummy virus the begining of the week. I have no idea where it came from, but i didn't toss cookies, have a fever or anything...I just felt real nasty and felt like I was going to toss cookies....luckily it didn't last too long.

Rich and I still do things together....ya know..go shoping and all that..like what room mates do. It really doesn't feel like much as changed...I mean all the time at work, we barely spoke, didn't hug, did like hand shake thing....didn't say I love you....just...the "see ya"

But recently, we've been hugging and it feels weird.... as if it's just the whole thing again..I dunno..it's hard to explain... we're still seperated....

Well I had my fu fun recently....i actually got myself ranked to number 1 for the day which i never though i'd find myself near that...I had a lot of help too. Thank you....u know who you are...

But really...I'm not some sleezy chick.....I'm really some fat retarded freak on here...trying to make myself feel a bit better of myself. Not sure if that makes sense...I dunno...

ramble ramble... i've got stuff on my mind... im jumping into different topics..... i'm a bit down now....  welll i have to finish getting ready my stuff for work..

Work..hmm either this weekend or next weekend i will find out if I get laid off or not... just another thing to add to my mind.... nice..

well night