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Avalanches rolling through my skull, destroying my pure thoughts, corroding my ideas, blending both sides of my thought process so that all is obscured and intertwined. No longet recognizable my soul cries out in anguish , searching for a beacon to guide it from the self-destruction it seeks. Listen for the bellowing sound my soul cannot ommit, resonating so far its deluded by space and time. See what evils are hidden from your simplistic sight, and feel the pain burdened on my shoulders for an eternity, yet I am oblivious to the pain. Suspended in an unescapable cage deep within my mind, only able to peer outward as if watching someone else act in my stead, yearning to once more be able to control my body. Silenced I am at every sound uttered from my pitiful lungs, suffocated by unrelenting assailants, and betrayed in so many ways it has become a familiarity. Denied the individuality I have sought out for so many years, cast aside as if all I have done was worht less than nothing, as you slit my soul where the stiches keep what's left together, sharpening their egos ever more. Locked away so far that light no longer shines me a path, darkness is all I am surrounded by within, each brick you place in my way burries me, further seperating my true self from their gaze. Still it is my undying love for them that i forever endure their unintentional onslaught, left never to feel whole again, whats left of my soul is still being ripped away. Nothing about my reality is true anymore, for you all have made certain of that, hopefully one day you will let me be my true self, and i shall finally return gleaming brighter than the cosmos. When they can learn to accept the horrid truth in it's purest form and see the monsters they have truly become, that shall be the day they witness my truest form.
