My time away
My time away changed me inside.
I developed a different outlook on my life.
I seen things from a different perspective.
My eyes began to focus.
They seen what could be felt.
Lonesome.
Blame.
Shame.
When I was away, I didnt know myself.
I was lost, a complete stranger to my own eyes.
I wandered into nothingness and for the first time in my life,
I knew what it meant to be alone.
Without.
Empty.
Scared.
A world inside of a world is where this began.
This change that turned out to make a man.
I became determined to never let this happen again.
This stillness in time that was upon me.
The breakdown of pride that bound me for so long.
I seen clearly and thought clearly.
I knew then that this was not for me.
It wasnt my time to give up and let
go of me.
Myself.
My all.
My life.
So I stood and made a stand
and achieved that beautiful
place in life that we call
freedom.
At last.
