Wickie's blog: "Random shit"

What seems to be isn't really at all infact it's some thing entirely different. And further more what was originally thought to be true is now so entirely fucked up there's no way possible it could have ever been true. Thou thinking back on it now. I'm not quite sure why I had thought such rediculessness was in any way signs of one affections. I am fully aware now of the true nature of said intentions. Admirable they may might not be but all very well. For in my heart I have learned to forgive the follies and vises of others against me. I fear how ever that which will be my last of letting such emotions get the better of me. No I've come to a decision that I really feel will suit me best. Thou you could hardly expect me to go in to such great detail as to explain such a plan, no i dare say this I shall keep to myself. But it is a mighty fine plan indeed. One that will make certain above all else that myself will be happy and at peace with the world around me. So do forgive me if I come off as discourteous in anyway that is not my intent. No, it is merely my intention of keeping ones heart from being ripped out and discarded like some rotten piece of meat. No my days of being kept in the dark as a shameful secret are over. I am starting anew and as such I am no longer to be an object of any ones affections no matter how honorable they may be. I fear my faith in love is long since lost. Wasted and abused by the unworthy. Tear shall no longer be teaming from these eye, no I dare say not. Just as well friends and family alike still share the kindest and heart I have and most willing to part with for I know in them it maybe trusted. Well I do want to thank those of you who took the time to read such utter nonsense form a bitter girl. Very fondly, Your friend Wicked.