SeraphimAngel666's blog: "My thoughts and feelins"

We come on here everyday and we sit and chat and enjoy talking to others, but some who come on here are out for more then just that , they are out to hurt others without even giving it a second thought, i do have a moral to this story if people bother to read it its called the GRass is never Greener on the Other Side.Every day we think our lives are bad or thatwe could change the way we look or our hubbys or wives dont like how we look or how we dress or we dont get enough attention or whatever the case may be, Well NEWSFLASH!!!!!!!!!! for those of you who have small children when u get up think about what ur lies and deceit is doing to the other in your life have u even asked yourself have i tryed talking it out have i tryed even listening to the other person and what may or may not be bothering them, more then likely u havent for most all they care about online is a quick escape whetrher its to some fantasy or to some site somewhere to hide behind a screen and try to be something they arent most of the time i have come on so many out there who claim to be this or that and all it got me was more angry and cheated on and lied to .i honestly could care less if anyone on here gets mad at me for what i speak or not for i am not on here for anyones entertainment, i have lost alot of friends who have up and met people online to find out they wind up in the city or county morgue after that meeting, people ask yourselves is it really worth losing your family and your children for a one nite fling or god only knows something worse, the person in your life currently might now be perfect but at least u know them they are not some name on a screen hiding what and who they might be or what they might be capable of.alot on here come on here throw out pics which are not even them and expect women and men to drool all over them i for one do not look at looks , cause looks change the heart and the inside of someone doesnt, but anyway i wanted to take some time to say a few things one of those is women be careful u never know whats out there in the dark and dangerous place we call the Internet and men also be Careful for u never know where the gold diggers are the ones who only want u as theyre own personal bank, for eye candy might look good but its not worth the heartache in the end trust me been there done that know what im talking about . but only we as adults can choose our fates but know if u make the wrong choice it could be ur last mistake u ever make ....

Well its been a very long Year for me and i still have alot yet to accomplish before the end of the year is over, It has been a very rough one for me alot has happened in my life and not all good i am now faced with alot of serious decisions i need to make , and some of those are going to be very hard for me to make for it is going to affect alot of people.and not in very good ways i might add , I am at a crossroads in my life asking myself where do i wish to be and what do i wish to do if i had it my way i would be out on the open road in a Large
RV traveling with my animals and enjoying my life for once , instead of living my life for other people and caring what they think or feel i have made alot of mistakes in my life over the past few years some i wish to god i could go back and redo and some are not so bad but i do wish i could definately redo some of them for i would not of made the mistakes i did . Over my whole Life i wish i had of listened to my mother more and not been so quick to wish to grow up but now being im going to turn 46 tomorrow i have learned alot of things i wish i knew back when i was younger,Im finding myself sitting wishing i was closer now to my family so i could spend some time with them and get to really spend some time with my grand daughters hopefully soon i will be able to see them , i do miss alot of things being so far from my family and all for i started out in virginia and now am in Tulsa Oklahoma sometimes i wish i was back in Virginia especially now with my Health Failing the way it is, i am finding i am starting to literally shut down my emotions and all and shutting everything out kind of like a quiet time to myself one i have been needing for a very long time .i figure the more time i spend with me i will be able to deal with alot of the decisions i need to make .i have spent my entire life living for others so now its time for me to live for me and what i want and need, As long as my health holds out i am going to do some traveling and go to see things i want to see and do the things i want to while im still ablel to do them for not to long from now i wont be able to do them anymore for i will be wheelchair bound and not able to enjoy as much as i can right now .

I still have my good days and i also have alot of bad ones also but the one thing i really wish to see while i am  still able to is the northern lights , for i am fascinated with them lso i luv taking pics and i want some up close and personal ones that i can take.I am actually very lucky to even be here for by all medial standards i sould not be here but God Blessed me to keep me here to fulfill a purpose and i am doing that as well , for i also do alot of teaching , i grew up in the Wiccan Ways and Became a High Priestess, but since Februrary of this year all of that has fallen to the side for i have found a much stronger spiritual path to follow , one which has allowed me to teach othersof the Disease i have and to make them aware of howEasy it is to live with it rather then to die from it .

I have 3 grown boys all of which i am very proud of , i share my home with 3 dogs and more then enough cats but i am a animnal lover and would not change that for nothing for each one has theyre own lil personalitiy and i love them all dearly, also one of my passions is going to ren fairs as well as pow wows , and i love flea markets and yard sales and just going to the lake and vegging when i can , i basically u could say love nature and everything in it , especially my herb garens and veggie and flower gardens. Most who know me call me Ravyn but my name is Lorena<Laura> to most, i luv all kinds of music and nascar and wrestling somewhat, I easy going and a good friend when needed but im also someone u do not wish to cross  ofor i can be a queen u know what when i need to be, if u wish to get to know more about me all u half to do is ask i shall be more then happy to tell u all u wish to know .