DRKUSHMORE's blog: "my soul&heart bleeds the truth.opions and thoughts"

ALONE ALONE..DAMN IT IM NOT HAVING THAT SAD SONG PLAYING. THERE EVERYBODY FOR SOMEBODY BE HAPPY IF U GOT SOME BODY.BUT DONT THORWING IN EVERY ONE FACE.THEY BE HAPPY TO TAKE THAT BODY. YOU DONT HAVE TO LIVE ALONE BUT U DIE ALONE. SO WHEN TIMES U ARE ALONE GET TO KNOW YOURE SELF AT ONCE. EVERY THING NOT YOURE FAULT IT WAS NEVER MENT TO BE.BUT TURE WIRTES LIKE MYSELF CAN REWIRTE HISTORY. I CAN SPEAK MY FEELINGS EASLY BOTH WAYS.WIRITNG IT OR SAYING.AND EVERYONE ELSE HAVE A HARD TIME EXPLAING IT. I GOTTA BE POSTIVE CAUSE NEGTIVE ALWAYS GOING BE THERE.SO WITH THOUGHTS OF HAPPNESS OUT THE SADNESS..A BLANK SMILE NO TEARS. NEVER TOO OLD OR YOUNG TO LEARN LEASSONS BOTTOM LINE BEING ALONE AINT BAD..NO MATTER IF U WITH SOME ONE YOU BETTER JUST KNOW YOURE SELF..YOURE REALLY STILL ALONE.

i was reading some women page..when i saw she dated younger man like 22...wtf.iam a man and im tell you this nothing worng with age...but damn..most man are not mature..but i get what she saying like old men cant hang???. im let a women know it's a down side in dating younger men.you have nothing in common but one thing...and why u would want to train some one. this a short thought on that subject..my self i enjoy older women..some young women ok..but when u start talking about 80's stuff..and they say there was a kid..lol peace tyvm for mybe two or three people who read ,y blogs and mums.

WTH AND WTF I SEEN COUPLES ON HERE LOOKING FOR PEOPLE THAT SAD AND GROSS.IAM A FREAK BUT SWINGING IS SO 70'S THERE A LITTLE THING CALLED AIDS. SOME WOMEN AND MEN ON HERE NEED A REALITY CHECK I CASH IT FOR U.look not all of u guys and girls are fine most are only a a face the lights out would love. every one is beautiful on the outside but the looking like flavor flava on the inside. IS IT JUST ME THE BLAST ARE LAMEand geting worst..IT'S LIKE FUBAR SUCK ALLL THE STYLE AND GRACE FROM SOME WOMEN..and you wonder why all u get is sex talk and xxx comments on a page. THAT LIKE U WEARING A MINI DRESS TO SUNDAY MASS.DONT MAKE ANY SENSE.EVEN HOE HAS SOME MORALS. sorry if this sounds like a rant but im just having fun and smdh..lol BELEIVE IT OR NOT?

TO THINK ALL THOUGHTS BEGIN.all dreams ending never to sleep just one conjuss thought.iam who iam and happy that iam this way.BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT I STAND FOR..MOST OF THE SO CALLED freind will flea and hide. i was inlove but not blind enough to leave it alone. I HAVE NO TIME FOR ANYBODY WHO NOT FREE OF THOUGHT AND LOOK FOR THE BEST.cause in this world the worst is always wins. DONT LET UR EMOTION BLIND YOU..I DONT CARE HOW GOOD THE SEX..U NEED UR HEART TO LIVE..DONT GET ME WORNG I LOVE MR.NASTYTIME..BUT AFTER THAT U NEED TO FEED THE MIND. some people rather be with some one unhappy then alone and unhappy.but if u with some one and un happy it better to be alone.

this blog here just from the soul. the more i get old i seek the answer. question if the world end i had a good run. stay away form most devils playing angel. loved enuff buffy's sometime the soul feel so fugly. give anything a try if it's not the top sin. im not the badest to be blind. define the action in my mind. you take the good with the bad.but no one likes to feel like there helpless. you can say anything and belive if you put enough faith in it. some things not easy to quit but it make you submit. dont end it all everything dies then rebirth new life with it.

1.i can say in all honesty we cause alot pain for ourselfs. 2.when u real you dont have to say it you already are. 3.live to the point you dont care.but then live to the point you can turely care for others. 4.youre mind can be used for alot evil try good for a change. 5.you lieing if you dont say most race fits some kind of sterotypes. this is a short blog on my own saying cause i enjoying thinking out the normal views on thinking.

you cant rise a growen man..i tell my mom..iam olny one left..out 5 childern my sister still alive but she dont give shit about me.all i can do is be so easy.family anybody that show u love without asking for sumthing..but u dont get something from nothing. iwas just duck hunting not giving a fuk was my motto.until i handle my daughter in my arme made me. want to enjoy life as i held her little hand in my palm.now i have son but daddy not around i pay child support..but is that the cycle i came from now. i not like my father and god rest hime cause he dead spet 10..day before my brith day that was the worst day.i really cant enjoy my brith day never told him i loved him..even ho he did things for till my moms told me when he died.now how i rise a child i tell no lie and show them the truth form my heart..sorry son i cant be apart of ur life ur moms think like iam here pops..nawh i dont beat on women and stll live in the same house.i dont do anything to women i want done to my daughter i wont do anything that wont be done to my mother.pleasure and knowing i speak from he heart inside acting hard-headed and rip some one apart.every day u learn depends if what be a teacher..but teacher need to learn to become better teacher.

my moms worked hard like every sinlge day.so i rised myself with pimps hoes and drug dealers.gang killers with convited fenlonies.excause me if i missed spelled did know i was desylix till now.not to much of being book smart but pick one up from time to time now.i try being like them back in the days. all they would tell me is be myself so iam now..half dead half alive and sum missing of my freinds.see god bless a child that have it's own..and god bless me that i did'nt get my head blowen off.i miss my family that street done killed grand ma two bra's and a couple of dogs.every time i pour out a lil from them the whole bottle gone so the pain deeper with in.i cry so much for a family that was broken..i hope and pray i would die at times my life seem hopeless.excause if i tell no lie the devil play games and hope one day i would supply enuff posion to kill my pplz..so i did what i had to do to stay away from evil.(my life my pain my pleasure i rised. no longer thoughts of sucide many times i try and god ment for me to be here.so with a paryer every day i make change for the better for the worst.but some of the pain in my life still hurt so i let it go.

no one really dance any more just a bunch of silly half ass moves.i done all four keys.now a days the name dj is being missed used.it's not shuffling a ipod or playlist it's being a turntables pro mastering the art of blending beats with other song and cuting it up on the one's and two.i sound real old when i say back in the days but.the time has change.lyricalz are not the same no real content or subject matter to real be consider.a work off art.nas said hip-hop is dead that's not ture the fans and the big wig companies killed it.at one point in time rap music was not consider as an artfrom.do ur histroy before u can claim hip-hop i think god iam from a golden era where..to put on a record a whole record not a single..and there where no such thing as ringtones.i have done my share of taging trains..break dance..pop-locking was the shit..replacee it with a crank dat.now of days.p.s.i dont crank nothing but my___.lmbao i still mc but mostly say things that real people feel.i still pcdj..that should be the new trem.hip-hop is changing for the better to the worst and back to better.even look at rock and pop music it's not the same no more..smdh..hip-hop what u live and rap is the music .respect..