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Only1Jupiter's blog: "My poetry"

created on 09/14/2006  |  http://fubar.com/my-poetry/b1325

Where - 09/21/08

Where Where do you go... from the bottom? Go from where to the top...? Underneath all of it, so heavy, so straining. Leave me be, alone at the bottom. I live here, where? At the bottom, underneath all of it. Leave me be here. at the bottom. Where?

Useless - 08/6/01

Feather light fury, I push you away. Beating you down, away from my heart. With the strength of a thousand whispers. I beat you away. Feather light fury, for I am so strong. I can stop you, from hurting me. With feather light fury, I can't understand, how you made it through. For I had the strength, and feather like fury. To keep you at bay. It was useless.

Leave me not - 08/3/01

Leave me not this insanity. This aching strain, pulling me. Leave me not to the wolves, lions and hungry things crawling through the darkness. Leave me not alone, with out such things as light or love and caring. Leave me not, in tears or pain. Sadness and strife. Leave me not in words or mind or heart. Leave me not in soul, body or even death. Leave me not like this. Leave me not..... Leave me not..... ....Just leave....

Solitary Feeling - 07/27/01

It's that single solitary feeling, that creeps up your throat makes you say things. Makes you feel the hurt, when they are said back and not meant. Not shown in what is done and felt, not felt in what is lived and loved. Just nothing, solitary. Feeling, wanting for that feeling. Solitary momment, solitary bliss. Solitary person, me, alone. Feeling Solitary. Solitary feeling.

Mystery Of Time - 06/21/01

How does one "LOSE" their innocence? Why does age erase such beautiful things, and time becomes our enemy? Who was is that said beauty is only skin deep? And what did THEY look like? How can you NOT judge a book by it's cover, why did you pick it up at all? And to say it won't mean a thing when your old. What elderly person do YOU know, that doesn't wish they were "young again." Youth like aging, is a time of learning. Understanding and learning to grasp that the things you CAN do are limited. And still no matter how small a task, they still require skill. Who said growing old is easy, maybe if it wasn't so hard to remember everything else. Do you really have TIME for self-pity, when looking for the spectacles you left on your head? And yet, we all age a little everyday right from day one. When you drew in your first breath, you aged. From seed to stem, we grow, change, create and die. But life IS fun. Friends and foes, make the trip interesting. Love gives it levels, DEATH gives reality, new life is a chance for us to leave something behind. A good life. Is every life, Lived or lost. A bad life isn't at all, and NEVER was. Your life, my life, lead life, lost love. Dream sought, life lost. Lived time, spent, aged.... gone...... How sweet..... is the mystery of time?

Streaming... - 07/25/01

Streaming through what I think is life. Wandering listlessly caring, pouring feelings. Feeling them, giving them, having them, getting them. Wanting and needing them, loving him, loving you. Hurting here, and dying inside. Streaming tears down my face, in my heart. Streaming rain down the window, in my room. I lye here. Watching seeing, feeling. Cold tears on my window. Rain on my face. Streaming.
As much as you want it, you still wonder why? Was it the right thing, did I do it for the right reasons? Do I feel as good about doing it as I did before I did it at all. I find myself, missing it, missing you. But then, I wonder, why? I mean maybe the saying is true, you don't know what you got. Till it's gone. But I still wonder why. I mean, we had it good, it just went away. We both felt it, I know that now. I thought I was in the wrong, I tried to change it. But you felt the same now here we are. And I still wonder why.
From the outside I look fine, I look good. I cry on the inside, you'll never see me for myself. I am dying on the inside. Lying on the outside. Falling from my footing, sighing on the outside. Leaving the hurt, and taking in pain. Seeping emotion, and taking on all you have. Lying on the outside, sighing on the outside.
I NEVER KNEW YOU BUT I MISS YOU Deep down inside my body, there are pieces of my heart. Why'd you have to leave me daddy? Why'd we have to part? Are you up there watching me? Are you very proud of me? Do you know I miss you father, do you know I cry? Do you know I miss you father, please don't ask me why. I miss you daddy I really do. I miss you father I love you. I know you've gone to heaven, that's the place to be. Tell me what you miss daddy, tell me you miss me. Because you are me father and forever you will be. And because I really love you and I know that you love me.
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