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posted on 09/16/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:09&nbs-07:00;am

AM - 10/14/01
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AM To believe in what I am. What I was, what I could be. I am who I am, I know this. I love this. But why? Doesn't someone see. The soft, teary, gentle lover beneath the rags the riches. Under all the cosmetic improvisions. I am true. I am love. I am anyone and everyone. All you could ever want, need or yearn for. I am everything to everyone, but nothing to anyone. I am a sister, a daughter. I am a faceless stranger in every crowd. I am colours, I am pale. I am green, with envy. I am who I am. High maintenance, low self esteem, conceited, aggressive and recessive. I am mortal, eternal. Everlasting. Lasting forever. Dying to live for a day. This day. The day we all share. I am you, I am afraid of what I do not know. I am fearless, in the face of danger. I am strong, weak. living for the moment. Dying for a chance. I am everyone. I am a child, a lover, a friend and foe. A dreamer, a do-er. I am, Who am I? I am human.

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posted on 09/16/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:09&nbs-07:00;am

Untitled - 06/19/01
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Untitled To say I felt nothing when you said good-bye. I was just being strong , It was only a lie. I stood tall and waved, as you left me behind. My heart dropped from my body, I was dying inside. You left years of friendship, for moments of bliss. A hug from a loved one, for your lovers kiss. I believed in the cause, but feared for my friend. All years of building to come to an end. Love is a reason, love IS so strong. I hope this is right love, and that it's not wrong. I'll stay by your side and love you each day. For it's something you believe in, and for that I'll stay. By you each moment, through tears and or pride. I'll love you and keep you, in heart and in mind.

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posted on 09/16/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;01:09&nbs-07:00;am

Untitled - 06/22/01
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Did I ever tell you that my heart was yours? Did you look at me and smile? And when we said good-bye, for reasons sad but true. Could you remember why? Do you remember laughing in the middle of the night? Do you recall the silly things, we said without the light? In the dark we shared our hearts, to each and each alone. And knowing things of each of us, has died instead of grown. How did something living, go away without an ache? How could something that felt so right, turn out a big mistake? What part do you remember? What part do you forget? Remembering, a sweet sad pain. A pair, but not a set. Two hearts living in heaven, yet dropping from the page. Our love felt like a fine wine, without the time to age. But sourness inside a heart can ruin one's whole mind. When fighting loves most hated beast, and burdens come to bind. Fairytales and endings, with no sadness in sight. Seem to be the best way to love, but it just doesn't seem right. And when I told you that my heart was yours. You looked at me and smiled. Then we said good-bye, for reasons still not known. I remember here and now, all I could do was cry.

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posted on 09/16/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;01:09&nbs-07:00;am

I had - 06/24/01
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I had this dream once, you were there. I remember because you took my hand. Why? I don't know, I wasn't scared but you did anyway... Holding my hand it was then that you showed me a secret about you. Knowing that, has changed my view of you to such a different aspect. It was something you must have kept hidden for so long cause you were scared to even tell me. It was then that I realized you took my hand for your fear, for I had none. It was your secret that frightened you in a way, I didn't know you could be so scared. You always seemed so level headed when it came down to it. But there you were terrified, to scared to do anything. It was then you said to me, I remember, your lips quivering as you leaned closer to me, your breath hanging in the night air... you said... ..... "I had this dream once, you were there..."

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posted on 09/14/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;11:09&nbs-07:00;pm

The mask - 10/13/01
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When you think of me? Take away the mask.... see my beauty, a goddess, a temptress, a level playing field and I am the ruler. Dreamt of you. I saw you, lying there, exposed. The true you, the real you. The you, my you. without the mask.

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posted on 09/14/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;11:09&nbs-07:00;pm

When... - 10/12/01
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When... When can I tell the truth to myself. When can I say what I feel. Not fearing the outcome. When could I share my heart with the world? To say I do, or say I don't, I want to. But when? When? When can I tell you? When should I stop myself, from saying to much. When? When is the point of no return. When have the words gone to far for me to take it all back? When ... Can you tell me just so I know When??

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posted on 09/14/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;11:09&nbs-07:00;pm

I cry... - 08/7/01
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I cry... For reasons, unknown I drop to my knees. my head buried in my hands. I cry... For reasons unknown. I weep, my thoughts and sorrows. I cry... for you, myself, and everything else. Just to feel my heart collapse, my pain free. and my tears stream. I cry.

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posted on 09/14/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;08:09&nbs-07:00;pm

For what, you ask? - 08/9/01
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For what do I write these words all down. For what do I poor my soul. For what love could break a heart. For what has caused me such turmoil. For what reason do I dare speak the name. For what did I feel for him. For what you ask? I don't know.

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posted on 09/14/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;08:09&nbs-07:00;pm

Untitled - 09/11/01 written on 9/11 for the people lost in terrorist attack
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Untitled Insanity... in pain. Crying for you. All of you... Feeling for you... Wanting to be .... for you. So far away... yet so close... Helpless.... attached to the world in a box. Waiting... watching and hoping. Hoping for you... all of you... Each of you... Confusion sets in.... sense of reality lost in the fog. The fog I see, can't touch but can feel. The loss of something. so deep inside. Feeling the strength, and the sense of pride. The touch of love in each broken heart. The touch of each one doing each part. Unity and love, hearts and strength. The love of you to any length. Praying inside the madness will end. Each piece of the puzzles be put back again.

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posted on 09/14/2006&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;08:09&nbs-07:00;pm

How much fear - 09/24/01
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How much fear Why do I have to be so scared. So much fear, of my life. The way it goes. The way it doesn't go, at all the way I want. And put me in places I don't wanna be. Sometimes I feel I want to run away. From the life I lead and find another. Drift listlessly off the pages of this book. This dream. This fear. A little or a lot. How much fear.

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