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I see the lightning crash against the midnight sky. As I hop on my broom. FLY! FLY! FLY! Cast out, with the human's eyes. I'm nothing but a mistake. Some say I should die. As I cry, relentlessly and whole heartedly, I can't help but think for the life of me: WHY? WHY? WHY? Cruelty, inhumane, whispering behind one's back. Causes broken hearts, broken spirits... worst of all but to some it's a relief... suicide. When You see someone snickering, and you join in to do the same, Your doing nothing but feeding the flame. You give the fire a reason to burn. But yet, taking away someone's willingness to learn.
I wanna slit my throat, for the whole world to see. I wanna spill my blood, and make everyone giggle with glee. I wanna slit my throat, for the whole world to see, so I know for a fact, That someone might miss me...
Shattered heart, Playing games, Names were called, People were shamed. Vicious words, All a lie, But sometimes, I just don't know why. Rumors spread, Stories told, Now one girl, Breaks the mold. She takes a stand, To put it to an end, A happy ending? No, you wish. Now she sits and stares blankly at the wall, Wonders why she even cared at all. She puts the gun to her head, And pulls the trigger thinking, This is the end. Now this girl lies dead and cold, And someone else has no one to hold.
Tears were spilled, The truth was told. Killing herself was her main option. Sad as it was, She wanted to leave, so that, she wouldn't recieve, The blame, the abuse, the wrong kind of attention, maybe it was love that she was missing. 1 drop, 2 drops, 3 drops, 4 Little puddles of blood form on the floor, 5 drops, 6 drops, 7 drops, 8 If she don't get help it'll be too late. 9 drops, 10 drops, 11 drops, 12 The veins in her wrists are like drying wells. 13 drops, 14 drops, 15 drops, more Now you see this girl lying dead on the floor.
I wanna fall off the bridge - The bridge of fate... Where am I falling? Will I be too late? I wanna fall, For miles and miles... 'Cause Gods know I won't see his smile... Anymore, Ever again; Please tell me, Why in the hell this is the end?
The blood is trickling down my neck. It’s cold and thick, it’s very wet. The razorblade holds steady as I cut down to the bone, I’ve still not had enough!!! The worst mistake I ever made was one that was huge. I gave you my heart, you handed it back! Death comes for me, and I hold it back, as I go down my arms! Leave me alone, I’ll be fine, although you may not see it that way! Give me a blade, I’ll show you pain, as I mutilate my body, and show a weary smile. I’ve given up, there’s nothing left, for me to give to you. So say goodbye to the old me, as the new one starts to come through. One day you’ll understand why I had to do it. You might be mad for what I’ve done, but please make sure you know this! The time has come for me to go, please don’t forget, the love I once had for you, still runs true, and this is why I did it. On my corpse you’ll find your name, carved on my chest, because you were once my heart and soul, and I only wanted the best. Leave me alone, I’ll be fine, although you may not see it that way! Give me a blade, I’ll show you pain, as I mutilate my body, and show a weary smile. I’ve given up, there’s nothing left, for me to give to you. So say goodbye to the old me, as the new one starts to come through. Goodbye my love, you’ll find another, one that’s better than me. Goodbye my love, you’ll find another, you just wait and see!
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