Today was just a very shitty day. I was almost arrested and walked away with not one, not two, but three tickets. Why you ask? Pretty simple really, I ran a red light cause the light was yellow and my car did not want to stop all the way on the wet road. Then, I got a ticket for no car insurance. Who would of thunk it that $11,000 a year does not get you very far in this country. Then the third and almost final ticket for driving with a suspended licience I just found out today I had the hard way. Due to the fact I did not get my car tested for fuel emissions and the DMV can not seem to gt my address right being I have lived in the same house for four years and have changed my address 3 times. Only to have them still have my address from before I moved into my current home.
So, you'd think this would be an pretty easy fix. Just get my car tested and in 72 business hours I should be clear. Excempt, I have no friends or family to drive my car there since I can not. Then, once it gets there it will not pass cause the will not even check in due to the fact my check engine light came on last week. I still do not know what is wrong with it. Maybe if I had had a day off in the past month I could take it to Autozone and find out. But now I can not drive it there. So now for the rest of this year I am to not drive my car anywhere. But with some many people in my life to not count on, what can I do? So I drove myself to work tonight, only to live the next few weeks taking the bus, leaving 2 hours before work to get 20min across town. But when I work on the holiday, well, I am just screwed.
My life has been built with a stack of cards. Remove one, and the rest come tumbling down. I will, and do not deserve, anything this holiday season. This is what I have learn. Yes, I am sure this blog is filled with miss spellings, so feel free to tear it apart. I could care less. I will enjoy my hot coco alone again this year and hope that I can find something a bit better to build my life with.
-Jeremy
