So, Am I not a good person? I deeply believe I am, but I guess few others do. It's another Saturday night I am spending alone. I know I am somewhat to blame. I am a bit shy.
I guess it's just getting to me. Every time my phone rings it either someone wanting money, selling me something, a friend getting married or having a kid.
I am 33 and feeling left behind by all my younger friends and just friends in general. I guess the good thing is I do not have that many friends these days.
Some here may know the past year for me was pretty rough. Spending 3 months homeless and broke. Even spent 2 weeks in a mental ward. Go me. I have grow much from all of this, but still very alone with few to share my life with.
Those friends and people around be are having good things happening for them. Me, not so much.
All in all, I am just lost. I know who I am, and who I can be. I am a hopeless romantic with no one to romance. The ladies I do me, have a boyfriend or is already ,married. Which really does not help my mind set.
Oh well, that's all I got. Later all.....
