ya know, i have the best friends... when i freaked out about this wholee "bbw" thing... all of my friends responded so quickly, reassuring me how sexy i am, and all that!! which helps... cuz i really freaked... and scott was all like "i've seen more of you than he has, so i know you're not fat" lmao... i was like, AWWWW... and all my other friends pitched in their opinions... I don't know why i freaked out that.... but it just hit a nerve with me... and now i feel a lot better... depsite the fact that he actually referred to me as a crack whore, i believe... something about how he doesnt like crackwhores and he likes women with class... lmao... wow... ya know, now that i think about this, it's kinda funny... i did over-react... but like, I don't do crack.... sooo... that doesn't apply... lol... and damnit, NO ONE IS PAYING ME FOR SEX!!! so, not a whore, yay logical thinking!!
anyways, scott... thank you... for being the amazing you that you are... because you honestly mean so much to me... you're an amazing guy, i'm lucky to have in my life... **kisses** **hugs**
and no, i'm not planning the wedding... but i do mean what i say!!! :P
