I can honestly say I feel empty inside. I have never thought I would have to walk away from my father and say goodbye forever at such a young age. It was a unexpected thing. I had so many unanswered questions. Things are very hard on me at this point. I want to thank you all for being so supportive of me, and sorry I am not myself this is just hard for me to handle. I am not myself at this point. No female wants to lose their dad its the hardest thing in the world to deal with no matter who you are. I haven't been able to sleep, eat, and at times I feel as if I cant breathe. I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy. Thank you all for your kind words and the love you have sent to me and my family.This is the hardest thing I have dealt with and its very hard for me to deal with remember I do care about you all I just am having a tough time right now. Eventually I will get back to back to all of you I am just having a tough time with everything and coping with the fact that I no longer will have my dad by my side.Or him just calling me to telling me he was thinking about me just out of no where. , so if you guys dont hear from me for awhile please bare with me this is just real hard on me and I am dealing with it the best that I can.
