Ok it has been one hell of a year to say the least.As most of you know my father passed away not to long ago. It has hit me and the kids extremely hard. Making the kids birthdays real hard, and Thanksgiving was rough as well.Thank you all that has sent your love and support our way. I never thought I would lose my dad as silly as that sounds, but no one wants to lose a parent. It is very hard to deal with. Haveing to explain to my son almost daily why grandpa wont be calling, or wont be around anymore I think has been the roughest thing of it all. He knows Grandpa is in heaven, but dont understand why. Its really hard to see him in pain like that, and I really dont know what to say to make it better, because well nothing anyone has said to me has made me feel better. So for all of you reading this do yourselves a favor and let your parents know daily how much you love them and how glad you are that you have them. Dont take a second of time you share with them for granted. You never know when it will be the last bit of time you spend with them, and you dont want to live with the what ifs and regrets of not lettin them know how you feel about them. Love ya all, and again thank you for all your love and support thru all of this.
