udonthave2callmedarlin's blog: "my doors of perception!"

so i watched the debate and normally im hardcore democrat, but i really dont like either of these guys! i feel like mccain is immature taking shots at obama and i just dont know about obama period. i think that they both dodged the questions last night and just fought back and forth about each other. how can you run a country if you cant answer a damn question! or how are you prepared to run the nation if neither can even keep the time limit that was set!! craziness! how could i vote for a guy who looks like he is about to croak and appears not to be able to move his arms from the elbow up? and on the other hand i cant understand obama for stuttering and pausing to say "uh". i wish they would just stick a damn redneck in office...if they didnt get us out of debt at least i bet there would be a sale on beer and pork rinds and we could drink the problems away!

kiss in the rain right now... call my ex (not ex husband) for a booty call... paint something... write a book... take a photography class... make my baby laugh(shes asleep)... finish writing the music to my song(too lazy to tune my guitar)... skydive... get another tattoo... buy some new shoes... love like i never have before... love myself... drink something fruity that has alcohol in it on the beach... get motivated to exercise... dye my hair back to brown... or maybe a different red... be more religious, ive lost it mostly... cry about my dad dying i miss him so much... hurry and move out of this house where everything reminds me of him... graduate from college finally(hopefully i pass math)... teach... listen...

i feel like doing something today but dont know what to do...its kinda cold which limits me because of bailey. the fall fesival is going on, which could be fun and nauseating seeing as how i end up eating tons of greasy shit! but i dont want to run into the ex...he wanted to come see the baby today but after he blew her off the last 2 times i said no! which gets me to thinking...why do i pick men out of a trash dump? thats all i pick is crappy men, i dont really deserve one, i think i treat them good! eh...maybe i should be gay? it kinda makes me feel bad to know that my baby will have to be without a daddy (or at least not have one thats worth anything) because i made the choice to leave. there was no point in staying however, he was never there, wwe fought when he was, he was on pills, he never held her and complained when he did have to.i mean i dont understand why its hard to love something (being bailey) that is so perfect(at least in my mind she is)...something that loves you for just who you are and is dependent on you. ahhh it makes no sense, but still i feel like the bad guy in the situation...i know that she will probably get older(in those shitty teenager years) and more than likely get mad at me about the whole thing. but then again its what i thought was the best thing for her and me. speaking of which i figured getting out of college now that i have become responsible and going to class and all that other jazz would be easier...i am completly dumb when it comes to math, and i think i will be there 30 more years trying to pass algebra 1...i even got a tutor-doesnt help!!!! i was thinking of providing a better life for bailey and me a little quicker! wrong again! shes waking up now so i guess that was my last little random thought...if anyone does happen to read this please excuse all grammar and things of that nature im an english major and have to do that all the time so in leisure i dont like to do it.

i dont think this would be to bad an idea it would get me outta debt! beside im tired od beign poor white trash and seeing rich bastards get richer!!! i hope you enjoy :) Subject: The Bailout Hi Y'all, I'm against the $85,000,000, 000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000, 000 to America in a We Deserve It Dividend. To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billon that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,0 00 to every person 18+ as a We Deserve It Dividend. Of course, it would NOT be tax-free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000, 000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000 .00. What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family? Pay off your mortgage - housing crisis solved. Repay college loans - what a great boost to new grads Put away money for college - it'll be there Save in a bank - create money to loan to entrepreneurs. Buy a new car - create jobs Invest in the market - capital drives growth Pay for your parent's medical insurance - health care improves Enable Deadbeat Dads to come clean - or else Remember this is for every adult U S Citizen 18+ including the folks Who lost their jobs at Lehman Brothers and every other company That is cutting back. And of course, for those serving in our Armed Forces. If we're going to re-distribute wealth let's really do it...instead of trickling out A puny $1000.00 ( "vote buy" ) economic incentive that is being proposed by one of our candidates for President. If we're going to do an $85 billion bailout, let's bail out every adult U S Citizen 18+! As for AIG - liquidate it. Sell off its parts. Let American General go back to being American General. Sell off the real estate. Let the private sector bargain hunters cut it up and clean it up. Here's my rationale. We deserve it and AIG doesn't. Sure it's a crazy idea that can "never work." But can you imagine the Coast-To-Coast Block Party! How do you spell Economic Boom? I trust my fellow adult Americans to know how to use the $85 Billion We Deserve It Dividend more than I do the geniuses at AIG or in Washington DC. And remember, The Family plan only really costs $59.5 Billion because $25.5 Billion is returned instantly in taxes to Uncle Sam. Ahhh...I feel so much better getting that off my chest. Kindest personal regards, A Creative Guy & Citizen of the Republic. PS: Feel free to pass this along to your pals as it's good for a laugh Glenn Freezman Family Abstract, Inc.