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Despair.... All alone yet again The voices cloud my head As the fury builds within The images seek to haunt me Try to reach out yet nothing gained Guilt & despair sets deep Wanting a way out I seek Yet the cost is internal pain No bliss at either end Dry tears fall from my eyes My heart withers with emptiness As I sit here and die The blood spills out As the pain subsides Linda Bowers 1-14-2008
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My Friend you'll forever be, Even when they berry thee. You've lived a life full, Your love out of control. You'll forever live strong, In my heart where you belong. R.I.P My Dear Friend Glen Linda Bowers 1-31-08

Hey Everyone...... I figured I had better do a blog to let people know whats going on I am going to be taking a vacation so I can pack my house up and move, I'm still needing to find a place. So I wont be at my computer much and then I will be off line for awhile, not to sure how long until I get settled into my new place and all. Thanks for being such great friends and know I adore you all I will miss chatting with you :) I hope you all have fun & stay healthy and always ROCK ON!!! EYE'S xoxoxox

The Hunger......... In the dark where the moon beams break through, Is eye's staring back at you. The blood is smeared upon your hands, As it drips in a puddle where you stand. The thirst drives within you, As the hunger controls what you do. The sweet smells linger in the air, come closer my Dear, If you dare.... Linda Bowers 1-15-2008

Why........... Life is a never ending freak of time, Twirls and twists. You never know where your going. To far ahead to know where you've been. The faces melt away as you find yourself all alone, The pain grows. Despair settles within, The blood flows throughout your minds eye. You look in the mirror and see the aging, As you wash away the blood upon your hands. Is there an end or is life just a crazy twisted way of pain to endure? Linda Bowers 1-10-08 RIP MY FRIEND PAUL DYE....... MAY YOU FIND YOUR PEACE 1-11-2008 Wish I was to dead to cry The self affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator The masochists to wish I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds Wished I was to dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open season For this I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds I wish I died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shelf forgotten with its memories A diary's left with cryptic entries You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I'll never live down my deceit......

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I Adore & Appreciate My Friends so much that I just had to dedicate this blog to you ALL!!!... Rather we speak all the time or seldom you all mean the world to me and I am grateful to have you in my life Thanks ever so much for touching a part of my world Love Always Linda....
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!! Hi Everyone,..... I so wanted to wish you all the most happiest Thanksgiving ever and to let you all know just how much you mean to me!! I am so Thankful for such a group of Wonderful Friends & Family!!! I truly hope you all have the best time with your families!!!

I just received a call from my folks informing me that my brother was in a very serious accident on his way back to Indiana and had rolled his truck 5 times before slamming it against a tree... He suffers from a broken collar bone, broken ribs, broken leg & wrist and is having a blood transfusion as well as all bruised up... My folks said he's in very bad shape and is in ICU hooked up to even a heart monitor. Please all could you say prayers or Thank highly of my brother to heal and be ok Please & Thank You Linda

Things seem to be so crazy... you meet people and they seem to be so nice and caring yet they tend to get so upset, touchy, and rude if you do not pay attention to them every second your online I just don't get it... Why must people be so touchy with things like this? I am not a rude person and always try to talk to everyone I possibly can but cant always be there 24-7 for everyone.. what is a person to do when this happens? do you just get upset over it? do you try to patch things up? I am only 1 person and I cannot please everyone all the time, but the main thing is I have to stay true to myself and not change who I am for others for then I wouldn't be me!! I would merely be who they want me to be or feel I should be towards them. I am sorry for those who act/feel this way but all I can say is this... I am who I am and nothing more, you either except me for who I am or you don't that is NOT my fault nor my problem!! Sorry I live my life to its fullest and bending over back wards to please others is not at the top of my list. Enjoy your life and live it to its fullest!!!

Roses are Red Grass is Green I love your legs and what's between. Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.