Why...........
Life is a never ending freak of time,
Twirls and twists.
You never know where your going.
To far ahead to know where you've been.
The faces melt away as you find yourself all alone,
The pain grows.
Despair settles within,
The blood flows throughout your minds eye.
You look in the mirror and see the aging,
As you wash away the blood upon your hands.
Is there an end or is life just a crazy twisted way of pain to endure?
Linda Bowers
1-10-08
RIP MY FRIEND PAUL DYE.......
MAY YOU FIND YOUR PEACE
1-11-2008
Wish I was to dead to cry
The self affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
The masochists to wish I cater
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I wont let go til it bleeds
Wished I was to dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I wont let go til it bleeds
I wish I died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with its memories
A diary's left with cryptic entries
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I wont let go til it bleeds
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I'll never live down my deceit......