you know i keep so much to myself. alot of people think theres something wrong with that i think it suits me just fine. but every once in awhile i have to (basically bitch and complain) to those who are close to me.
well thats what i did do. now i find out me doing that brings other people down. ruins there days. causes problems for them. not no more.
i can deal with my problems myself. no more dragging what few friends i got into them just to fuck up their lives. from now on im either fine or better. irrelevant of how i really am.
for that one person im sorry for dragging you into this.
i swear to god it wont ever happen again.
PS i got my cell back.
