It's been 6 months since my ol'man passed away, this is the first time i have blogged dince then on any of my sites. I miss him like crazy still look for him to walk through the door any minute, my since of denial has just gotten worse and tha pain well I have no words for that. I just want my baby back, I know thats impossible but somewhere there has to be a path to meet in the middle, dreams have become nightmares I hardly ever sleep just lay there prayin for god to take me too. Each day does not get any easier they only get harder, as people tell me I just need to get over it, well how in the hell do you do that? OK I'm done spilling out my gutsfor now anyways.